Sariyah's POV:
I open my apartment door and close it behind us. As soon as I close the door Lamar pushes me against it and starts attacking my neck with kisses.
A moan escapes me as his hands start to roam across my body, stopping and squeezing my ass. He starts biting and sucking on my neck and I already know that he's leaving marks there but I honestly don't care, the feeling of his hands on my body us fucking enchanting.
He keeps one hand on my hip and brings the other down to my thigh, slowly bringing my dress up with his hand. "You're so fucking beauiful." He says as he brings his lips up to meet mine again.
As soon as he says that my mind instantly my mind goes to Abel. He's the one that always calls me beautiful and now his best friends is calling me that and I'm about to let him fuck.
As much as I want to be with Lamar in that way, I can't. It doesn't feel right and I can't if it doesn't sit well within myself. "Mar..." I say quietly as I attempt to stop him.
I place my hand on his chest and push him away slightly, "Shit," I pull back and pull my dress back down, "I can't."
Even though I lowkey have feelings for Lamar I have even more feelings for Abel and sleeping with his best friend is foul play. Even if we're not officially together.
"I'm so sorry." I sigh as I move my hair out of my face.
"Don't apologize." He smiles before placing his hand on my thigh, "It's cool."
I don't even know what to say or do. I want to be with him but at the same time I don't, "Mar, ugh. I suck I'm sorry."
"Is it Abel?
I look at him, stunned momentarily, how the fuck could he know about me and Abel. Abe would never tell anyone in case it got to Aloura, well maybe, but I guess he would tell his best friend.
"What?" I ask with a dry throat.
"You've clearly got a thing for Abel."
I furrow my eyebrows and look at him, he thinks I've got a crush on Abel.
I lick my lips before clearing my throat, being completely lost for words. "Mar, no-"
"Nah, I get it. It's cool." He interupts me.
"No Mar it's not even like... that."
He places his hand on my cheek and looks in my eyes, "YahYah, it's okay. Just go to bed, you look like you want to pass out."
I want to say something to reassure him that I actually do like him but nothing comes into my head.
I nod in reply and just look at him, "I'll check on you in the morning."
I smile up at him and bite my bottom lip, "You know you could just sleep here."
"I don't think that's much of a good idea."
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FanfictionSariyah and Aloura have nothing in common, apart from the fact that their sleeping with the same man. When Sariyah finds herself becoming attached to an unemotionally connected Abel she finds that you can't fight for a heart that doesn't want to be...