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We are not friends.
I was a child.
You are a child.
We are children.

Everything is different .

Even when you wake up you still think like a kid, but I don't. Even when you look at your relflection in the mirror you see a childish face, but I don't. I see something else. Something wrong. I see my grown self with this crazy surface of mine. Is it that strange? Am I strange? Is this because my mum is with different eye colour than yours? Is this because my dad has curlier hair than yours?

They... Our parents look different outside but inside they look the same. But why is this bothering me so much? Why am I not like you? If it's because of my personality... I will change it. I will try my best to smile more, to talk more, to go out more. You think of me differently. And I think differently about myself. I'm not like the others. I have tried to be like them... I wasn't happy... Yeah. It was different but it was and exhausting, too.

One day you told me "Try to live, you won't die, at least not today. Everyone has a second chance." In the first moment I didn't understand but I thought over your words. It was scary for me... In trying new things you were bravier than me. Much braver but I think more now, I thought more and then. I was better in school but you were better with people. Is this living? I don't think so. After all this I've been through...

I switched off my brain and didn't think what would have happen if... I thought like me. I was different and tried to change my personality. I stopped in a place where even the rotation of the Earth and the time didn't work.

Then I loved myself. You are not my model of imitation more. And I like that I'm DIFFERENT

From : Me
To : Me

Реших да ъпдейтна сега, макар че не съм проверявала за грешки и сигурно английския ми език не е съвършен. Надявам се да ви хареса и да споделите мнението си в коментарите. И се извинявам, че не качвам другата част от ВиКука.
Love u😍😍😍