To my future daughter
I hope that you realize how much you are loved every single second
And even though I might not be the best mother,
Guarantee I will try my damn hardest to be
I want you to know that I will try to be there by your side
I don't care how old you are
I want you to say I LOVE YOU out loud to me without being ashamed
I don't care if you are
SAY IT LIKE YOU MEAN IT!
Be awesome that's all a mother could ask for
And if awesome means being a nerd your entire life
Then you own that shit!
Even if you're not the smartest in your class
I will still love you
I will help you with homework to the best of my abilities
But no promises it will be 100% correct
Be fat
Be skinny
Be popular
Be independent
Be straight
Be gay
Dammit all I know is BE YOU
Be the best you that you can possibly be
Be everything I could not
That's all I want, that's all I need
These are some of the the things I want for you
But you never existed and you probably never will...
Because the truth is future daughter, mommy cannot conceive
I will probably have to adopt you
But that doesn't mean I'll love you any less
That doesn't mean I'll regret anything
I know you are what I want.
I know because
You are something that stays on my mind, yet you're not even here yet.
So be yourself & try your hardest to get what you want in life because if there's one thing that I know
It would be that if you really want something in life then you fight for it
Exactly how I fought for you...
don't give up!
