Late Night Drives~ G.D

Not an update!

I'm sorry that I don't update a lot like and I keep saying the same thing over and over about my grades. Well I brought my grades up even if it consisted me staying up late at night doing my work and doing it at last minute. Well since I'm gonna be a freshman next year well I have to keep my grades up to high A's so I can be in honor classes. Well talking about my grades is not the point right now.

What I'm trying to say is that I needed some time off writing. I didn't forget about this book and I knew I was gonna have to update it soon but the point was I haven't been myself lately. It's to the point where I'm having anxiety attacks and having the whole school knowing about it and thinking I fake them. I've been feeling stress. I tried talking to my school councilor about it and well she thinks I'm faking everything. I told her I feel so lonely and left out like I wish I was still the same outgoing person I use to be and she just thought I lied to her. Of course she didn't help. I've been having the feeling like I'm gonna just breakdown and cry because I want everything that I want going on to stop, even if it's in public but I hold it and idk if I can keep doing this. I also had to focus on gymnastics bcs at that time I had States coming up and I wanted to go to Regionals and well I didn't go bcs too much was going on I lost focus.

I just want to say how sorry I am of not updating and if you read it all the way to here then I love ya dude💟