Your eyes they shine so bright
I want to save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how
~ Demons by Imagine Dragons
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Stop. Get Away, I will poison your thoughts. I live through this battle, I live through all of the pain, I live it you you don't have to. The innocence in your eyes is bright, don't let me dim them. You mean the best. I have to hide the truth. Help me by just being here.
She walked away. I sighed.
Why would you think that she would care? She hates you like all of the others.
I try to block out my thoughts, i can't have this happen today, but that's what i tell them everyday. They are demons, trying to ruin my life even more than they already have. I have lost my self worth, every positive thought I've had gone. I see negative when i look at myself. I shivered, i can see my breath in the moonlight.
You should die. No one likes you. Now one would miss you.
I sunk down in the corner. I can't do anything about them. I bury my head in my hands, and begin to cry. The tears freeze on my face. I hear footsteps. Normally, I would care but right now I don't.
A hand touches my shoulder. It's her. She brought a blanket, and offers me a hug. I sobbed into her shoulder, despite every fiber of my being telling me it's wrong. She could help.
I stop fighting my mind, and I let her in. I can only hope that my darkness will start to turn to light.
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The Void Of Me
PoetryWelcome to the void of me. This is a narrative about depression, based on song lyrics that resonate with me. Each story is based off of a different song. THIS BOOK CONTAINS CONTENT SUCH AS: Suicidal thoughts self harm suicide abuse and sexual assau...