Strange Encounters

Day 2 nighttime.

After school.

Dear Amon,

I know your mad but hear me out. I couldn't write in you and let's be honest most people only write in journals once a day. You are very special to me so don't think I'm forgetting you. It's just that you and Kit came into my life on the same day. I just have to spread my time equally. Just know I will always make it up to you by telling you every little tidbit that happened everyday.

When I left the house. I left you at home which is why I didn't write in you at lunch.

Plus I have been thinking about it and I don't want to take you out the house. You have my secrets in it. Imagine what would happen if I wrote everyday and then someone stole you.

I'm not dumb. They wouldn't hesitate to rip you apart and spread you around. I've never had a diary before and now I don't know how I stood so long without one.

Amon, start your engines because yesterday was a crazy day. Not as crazy as the day before but pretty crazy.

So when I got in school 10 people said hi to me. Now it might not seem like a lot but it is. In my whole 2 years in this school no one has ever looked my way.

Lets also keep in mind that I went to every other grade with most of these kids. That's years of nothing to a day of 10. Woah. I was pleasantly surprised.

So as I was sitting waiting for the bell to ring, since I had just eaten breakfast, Gio walked up. I felt a little bad because I didn't answer them yesterday upon leaving school. I was just so dazed from the hot Kit action I almost got into.

"Why are you here. I just sent Sarah to bring you some goodies at your house"

He looked a bit surprised and I laughed.

"That's not a good look on you Gio. Fix your face"

He looked relieved to see I was in a joking mood.

He pulled his phone out and sent a quick text to Sarah. Then he looked at me up and down detecting signs of a facade. There wasn't one.

Honestly Amon, I felt great. Even though Vicky hurt my feelings bad I also had one of the best days of my life. Plus my dad always said words don't mean a thing and maybe I should start living by that.

You would know if I was faking it because I would at least tell you but Gio wasn't convinced.

"Why aren't you bawling your eyes out at home. That hoe Vicky, with whom I no longer have a crush on by the way, said some awful things to you yesterday"

He looked more affected by it than I did. I was touched I didn't know that he cared about me like that.

I guess I just didn't notice because I have kept my feelings locked since my dad. I don't want to love again just to lose a person. I liked them a lot. But love was something I forced myself to not feel. I would be hurt if I lost my best friend. I would be hurt if I lost you too Amon.

Ok but enough rambling.

"I'm really ok. Yeah she said hurtful things but if we let every hurtful thing a person says about us keep us down then we wouldn't do anything, would we."

I really was over it thanks to sexy Kit who I couldn't help notice wasn't around.

I was almost at edge waiting for him to walk in but he didn't. I looked back and saw Sarah walking in.

Sarah was pretty if you overlooked that fact that she dressed like a boy. Her family still thinks she is a tom boy. Only Gio and I know the truth. She is a full blown lesbian. She loves girls as much as I love boys, hell maybe more. She was white but she had an olive tone which made me think she was Italian. She never told me she doesn't even consider herself a race. I think its because she doesn't want me to feel weird because I am half black.