Warning more cutting mention of sexual abuse... trigger warning
I opened my eyes and looked up. It was Morty and Rick was just walking out of the portal. I bolted up try if to pull my sleeves down in the process but the fabric was scratchy and painfully irrating the cuts. Rick just took one look at me.
"What the fuck, (y-*BURP*Y/N). Th-thought you were b-better *burp* than th-that."
"Well you thought wrong."
"Wh-Why th-though?!? I-I th-thought y-y-you o-of all p-people wouldn't d-do th-this!" Morty yelled panicked.
I felt emotions coming back the chemical wearing off. I turned my back and went back to cutting.
"Morty you wouldn't get it. The chemical release of cutting. I-it's so soothing and the pain is so distracting. I need it Morty!" I started crying.
"I thought about doing it too. I was attacked by an alien and he said dirty things to me."
"That's the difference Morty. I-I was a toy Morty! Six years of my childhood gone to an abuser. I feel his hands on me every waking moment! I can't handle it. I have no one.... not my mother or my father or my step father. I have no siblings."
"A-Ah, jeez I-I'm sorry." Morty said. He knelt down beside me pulling me into a hug. I dropped the razor and hugged back. I buried my face into chest like the child I am. Rick whom I guess disappeared and came back.
"H-Hey *uurp* hold o-out y-your a-arm. I-it'll heal y-your cuts." He said.
"I-I'm- I- Thank you, Rick."
I held out my arm, squeezing on Morty's yellow shirt. I could feel it working. I wanted to keep crying. I was beyond done. I was tired, lonely, depressed, ashamed, angry, stressed, and worried. I just stayed in that position clinging on to the most familiar and comforting thing in a foot radius. I just sobbed trying to stop seemed to make it worse. I cried after weeks and months of bottling it all up. I calmed down after an hour but I still clung in to Morty. He just kept rubbing my back.
"Are you ok, now?" Morty asked. I just nodded
"G-Good. L-*burp* Let's go on an adventure." Rick said sounding bored.
"Th-that sounds fun.", I say smiling. It's been so long so since I showed a real smile. Morty helped me up from the ground. I kept holding on to Morty's arm.
"A-Are you s-sure?" Morty asked again.
"Yea of course." I said reassuringly.
Rick opened to portal and we went off.
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That's not the answer! (Morty x depressed!reader)
FanfictionYou moved to your new town half a year a go and you fell in love with Morty. When you tried to get him jealous with another boy you started to like him until eventually you ended up confessing and the whole school laughed at you but that didn't both...
