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{ GETTING A CAT }

"Shit life, I'm getting so lonely." I said as I stared into his picture. I rolled my eyes and took his picture away.

" Ground, please swallow me. I promise I'll pay rent down there." I said, closing my eyes. Hoping that the ground would really swallow me.

I opened my eyes and groaned.

"Oh man holy shiteu how dumb can I be? He'll never come back." I stood up from my seat and changed into something decent.

As I was walking around my empty house, I stumbled upon a mirror. I stared into my reflection.

"Woah, I look like a fucking zombie. Haha, isn't that right Yoongi?" I laughed as I expected an answer.

But there was none.

I stomped my foot in annoyance and I entered my bedroom. I opened my closet to be greeted by a horde of black clothes.

"I ain't wearing black today."

I shoved them all into a cardboard box and I decided to wear all pink.

Pink means mourning after all.

Black is my happy color and pink is my sad one. You can call me weird now.

"It wouldn't hurt if I went outside, right? After all, I need sunlight after spending precisely one year, eight months, two weeks, four days, thirty two minutes, fifty two seconds, and 3.9 nanoseconds staring at his picture while laying down the on the cold floor with no sleep." I said to myself as I welcomed the world with wide arms.

The first thing that caught my eye when I finally went outside is a hotdog stand.

Hallelujah this lucky hoe is getting some hotdogs today.

"Oh excuji me! How mach chis dis?" I said in English while pointing out the hotdog.

"Uhh we're in Korea? So, you don't need to speak in English." He gave me a weird stare as he prepared the hotdog.

"Oh. Sorry. You see, my boyfriend here is currently teaching me Eng-" I widened my eyes at what I just said.

"Um Miss? Is there something wrong?" The vendor asked me.

I bit my lip as I looked down.

"Yes. You still didn't give me my hotdog."

"Oh sorry. Here you go." He handed me the food I just ordered.

"Thanks." I said while walking away.

The vendor just nodded his head in return.

I ate my hotdog immediately. Suddenly, something watery fell down all the way to my palm.

"Huh. It must be raining."

I looked up to the sky, but I did not see any rain.

I did a facepalm. But I felt something water-like.

It was tears.

I looked down as tears fell from my eyes.

I miss him. I miss him so much.

I couldn't help but cry silently. After I dried my tears, I saw a couple doing sweet things to each other.

Just like me and Yoongi used to do.