Chapter 19 ✞

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by laurairwinn

by laurairwinn

Laura’s pov

"Babe, I can’t get back to sleep" I mumbled to Luke as he tried to tangle our legs together.

"Come on then." he said as he sat up kissing my neck. He walked into the kitchen and put his vans on. Might as well ask where going but then I like surprises. I put on Luke’s baggy jumper and a pair of leggings on and walked out the door hand in hand with Luke.

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We were walking for about 10 minutes; I just stared into the distance.

"Luke, where are we going?" I asked him as my legs were going to give way.

"It’s a surprise, you will love it!" He laughed as he picked me up and gave me a piggy back- I’m surprised he didn't break seeing as I weighed about 11 stone. We kept on walking for about another 5 mins in complete silence.

"Laura, so tell me about England and your past" Luke said, I could see it was bothering him.

"Urmm... I was just a normal girl with a normal life." I spat out, yet he didn't know what was a complete lie. I wasn't normal and I didn't have a normal life. I was in a hospital for about 3 years...

"Ok babe. You know you can tell me anything you know." Luke said. OH how I wish I could, he would think I’m a complete fuck up like everyone else. Did you notice I love the phrase fuck up, I’m a compete fuck up outside and I’m. I have scars on my thighs still and marks on my stomach. Nice right? The only person at home who actually knew how I feel was Justin, look where I am without him! I wish I kept contact with him. I need to call my Justin ASAP!

“Laura?” Luke said as I went off into another world.

“Oh, how much I would, but I can’t now I’m sorry” I whispered in his ear and kissed his cheek, well... it was quite awkward because I had to kind of bend my head and well you know that’s awkward! I’m an awkward person to be honest!

Luke’s pov

What isn’t she telling me? Come on it can’t be that bad I’ve been in a relationship with her for what 1 week and ive know her for about 7 months. I tell her everything and she cant even tell me a lil secret. But it is her life I suppose, ive gone through a lot with my dad and bullying from the haters but not as bad as beau, everyone thinks hes fine but when it comes to opening up beau struggles. Hes so lucky hes got tulip, I wonder where they both would have been if they never met eachother.

I have a lot to tell Laura about my past – Jake!...

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Ill write another chapter now but its gonna be really emotional and all, atleat I know what one character is going through…