i lost my best friend today
she said she hated me because i told her i was bisexual
she said some pretty bad things about me
i kept quiet and cried most of the time
i told her to go füçk herself
that made her even more mad
and more hurtful things came out of her mouth
i haven't eaten anything since
and im not even hungry
im..
lonely...depressed...worthless...
i try to convince myself I don't need to bleed, ive been clean for 10 months..
but it's just so hard
so hard...
hannah
