Oradour-Sur-Glane

Feelings

DISCLAIMER: I don't own BLEACH. BLEACH is a property of Tite Kubo, and is not my intellectual property. There is no financial gain made from this nor will any be sought. This is for entertainment purposes only. This fanfiction story is only inspired by a real life event. Any resemblance to any real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

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Feelings

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Yylforte watched Di Roy sighed then frown while looking at those blood-stained gauzes that once covered Grimmjow's injured shoulder. Di Roy looked so miserable right now. Like he's going to cry any minute.

Good thing that their other team mates are now somewhere else.

"Oi Di. You looked like you just lost your boyfriend." He said while smiling, trying to taunt Di Roy more.

Di Roy's frown deepened as he spared Yyforte a glance before starting to tidy up his equipment. The last person that he would want to spend time with would be Yylforte because among his team mates, this guy is the most annoying.

"Give me a break." He said standing up and gathering his equipment. But as he was about to leave, Yylforte grabbed his arm and forced him to sit back down.

"Come on! You know that I was just teasing you. You're so obvious you know?" Yylforte said, sitting beside him and tapping his shoulder in a friendly way while frowning.

This made Di Roy release a long and deep sigh. Was he that obvious? Damn.

All the while he's thinking that he was doing a great job. It's kinda making him paranoid.

Yylforte released a matching sigh, earning Di Roy's attention.

"Your situation is kinda difficult you know." Yylforte followed.

Another sigh from D Roy.

Yes, I know. He thought.

He likes Grimmjow. A lot.

From the moment he first set eyes on this dangerously handsome guy, he thought that he's already doomed. And he loved him even more after Grimmjow found out that he's gay and just brushed it off like it's no big deal when in Germany, being gay is a BIG deal.

In Germany, men and, to a lesser extent, , were two of the most targeted people by the Nazis. He saw a gay friend got shot by a Nazi point blank and laughing like he just killed an ant. And as if it wasn't enough, they kicked his body and smashed his head using iron bars. During that time he knew that his fate is going to be just the same. He swallowed all of his fear and readied himself for his death. But they didn't kill him. According to that guy who killed his friend, they're "going to have fun with him" first. Di Roy thought that he just saw the devil after hearing that.

For 3 days they took turns on breaking him using all kinds of torture, name it. All those time, he begged and begged them to just kill him. But they didn't listen. He thought that his friend being shot is much better than those horrible things that he experienced. And all that he could do is cry. Cry and cry until there's nothing left. That's when he lost his beliefs and regretted that he ever believed in God. But just when all hope seemed to disappear, Grimmjow came. Grimmjow saved him.

He can still remember that moment. It's as if God himself came down to save him from all of his miseries. He was very happy, but then he remembered, Grimmjow was already late. Di Roy was already violated. And for the first time after 3 days, he cried. He wished him to kill him there. No, the word begged is much more appropriate. He said he can't live anymore, that he'd rather die than live in shame. But what Grimmjow said made him change his mind.