Not An Average Mate (Currently Editing)

Chapter 6: Pay With A Kiss

"Why are you guys crying?" i asked.

"Baby come back. I'm sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you. I'm so sorry. I was just playing aroud. I thought a kiss wasn't going to hurt anyone, not you." Jonas said.

"Wait then James why are YOU crying?" I asked, surprised. I have never seen him cry. He didn't cry when i slapped him like a million times, or anytime.

"Why am i crying? Well i lets see a girl i loved, told me i was a man whore, an ass hole. And all i wanted was her. I've never felt sorry for anything I've done. But i tried my best to get to forgivness. I need you Jen. Since I've the day-" He started to say.

But i spoke, "You people come in my room." i said. "You too Hailey, i know your here." i added. I walked to my bed and sat at the foot board. The boys came in and Hailey trailed in behind. She sat next to me while the boys sat infront of me their backs to the wall. There was silence.

"Jen, I'm sorry." James said breaking the silence.. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I honestly didn't know that she wanted 'it'. Things got out of hand, and i didn't want it. I loved you, your the only person that made me felt that way. We didn't do things but i loved you no matter what you say." he said. Jonas growed under his breath when James said he loved me.

"So what do you want?" i asked him. He always wanted something. Everything came with a price.

"All i want is you." he said. That made Jonas growed even more.

"Why don't you go out, and take a chill pill?" i said to him. He didn't move but the growing ended. "James if that didn't happened i would be noding my head like carzy. But it did hapened. And you know what i realized?" i asked him. he shook his head no. "I realized that i made a mistake. My mistake was trusting you. My mistake was thinking we could still me together, of thinking i could trust you. But before you i only trusted Mike. I thought maybe all guys weren't bad, and wouldn't hurt me. I thought you wouldn't trun out like him." i said now quiently tearing up.

"You never told me about your dad." he said.

"It's not a bondfire type of story to tell everyine. My dad used to be everything i loved. He was nice, tough, amazing, strong, and something that had my back. But guessed what happened? Jay. My own dad thought it was my fault. Thought it was my fault his little boy was dead. He blamed me after that for his company for falling apart. For everything. He hit me. He hurted me. He was no longer that dad i loved. He lied, smoked, gambled and hated me. He cheated on my mom. She let it go like 500 times. She was too nice. So i told him to get the hell out of my house and that i didn't give a damn if i had a father or not. He slapped me.  I told him go find another hoe and be the man whore he was. My mom told him to leave. He left, after he gave me scars. "

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I'm sorry to interrupt but i had to go back and change that she never wore shorts. This is the reason, why if i missed one then im sorry. But let me clear this SHE HAS NEVER WORE SHORTS IN THIS STORY!!! That's why they've never notice her scars. Now back to the story!!!!!!!!!!!

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"Most of them were mental scars but some weren't." i said. "But now that i talk about it i get better and less hurt. Ok? That's what happened." i told him. Hailey's arm was around me telling me to calm down. Jonas had now moved to the other side of me where Hailey didn't sit.He just sat there. I looked up and Hailey's face was feeling sorry for me, While Jonas's face was full or anger.

"How dare you make her cry?" Jonas asked James. He stood up from my side. He was like a knight in shinny armor.

"What the hell does it have to do with you?" James retorted.