now that im not home im cold. the place im in is dark and empty, im so alone. it's been an hour and the tears won't stop falling, it's a pain that's never going to end. the voices sit there asking each other, "is she okay what do we do?" those voices are the only thing in this room. i pop another pill knowing yeah, another one will come i know it will until i keep repeating this action. my mind, my thoughts became a huge distraction. i got dizzy and fell not knowing why, i couldn't get up because i just died.