||chapter 35||

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{jihee}

I woke up still on the staircase. I rubbed my eyes. I moved my body but I suddenly hissed in pain because of my injured knees. I sat down then looked at my knees. There are a lot of broken glass sticked in it. I cringed. I stared at it then i started to take it off one by one. Tears flowing in my eyes again as my face is emotionless. I didnt even feel the pain on my knees anymore. It's too numb. Once i know all of it is gone I stood up with bleeding knees. I walked up to my room. I walked to my bathroom then grabbed my first aid. I dropped some alcohol in it while I bite my lip to prevent from hissing. I wrapped my knees with gauze then I walked back to my room. I opened my cabinet then found my "special" box. It's just a normal black box but if you open inside it you'll see your happiness.

I sat down on the ground then opened it. Oh how I miss using these. I grabbed one razor blade then looked at it closely.

"You missed me right?" The light reflects in it which I take as a yes. I smiled.

"Good to know,friend" I alligned the blade on my arm. "You'll be back in my arms again. Yehey" i said. I cutted one line. I smiled proudly looking at the blood.

"Oh how about wrting a name? Are you okay with that?" I started to trace 'Taehyung' in my arm.

"T....A...E....H....Y-Y....U....N....G-G..." Finally im done. I looked at the bloods dripping on the floor. I smiled proudly. I felt dizzy then i my eyes started to close. I breathed heavily. My heart started to beat loudly and strongly. I shaked my head to take the dooz off I threw the blade to the box then quickly pushed it to the cabinet before i pass out. Before I could do more It all became blackout.

{taehyung}

I woke up feeling my headache a lot. I groaned in furstration. I sat down then rubbed my head. I looked down then noticed that im naked. My eyes widened then I looked beside me. There's a girl. Well...naked too. No..she's not Jihee..no... I held my mouth remembering what happened.

While remembering I felt a pair of arms hugged around my waist.

"Taehyung-ah..last night was fun" she said giggling. I felt disgusted. I grabbed her arms then took it away from me. I stood up then went in to grab my clothes. I quickly wore them.

"Huh? Where are you going?"

"Shut it bitch! You made me drunk asf so that I could do that to you!"

"Well as I experienced last night,you enjoyed it,babe" my face turned into a grimaced expression.

"First of all,I dont like you,Second you're a slut,third I'm so drunk that I lost control,fourth dont babe me you disgusting shit" I said going to the door. Before she speaks more I slammed it close. I leaned my back against the door. I started to feel teary while realizing what I just did last night. I grabbed my phone then got a lot of text messages from my friends cheering for me. They did not even bother to stop me..i have a girlfriend...and I just..cheated on her.

Ive got a strange feeling that Jihee is not okay well of course. I walked out of the condo then started to walk to go back to the company. I put the hood on my head. I sighed looking down.

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