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seok-ah

a/n: a very self indulgent fic i wrote because i'm a softy for the pet name seok seok and i desperately needed that but it's so rare?? if anyone has anything plz... (シ_ _)シ

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yoongi had been writing all day and he was irritated. the words just wouldn't flow out like he wished it would. he was slumped on the couch with his laptop sitting warmly on his lap. sighing he took off his headphones and rubbed his sore ears, head tilting back as he shut his eyes. he could hear the sounds of the cars down on the street through his open window, he could hear the tv playing lightly in the bedroom and he could hear hoseok shuffling around in the kitchen washing the dishes. hoseok

yeah i need a break

yoongi stood up with a stretch, he felt his bones crack after hours of sitting in the same position. he walked quietly to the kitchen trying not to startle hoseok. the younger man hadn't noticed yoongi's presence and was still busy washing up. yoongi stood by the door frame observing him after a day lacking of his presence.

he had the sleeves of his grey sweater pushed up to his elbows so it wouldn't get wet. his hair was pinned back with a hairpin, probably to reduce the heat from cleaning all day. his bare feet were tapping an unknown rhythm as he washed, one hand moving in a circular movement until a rinse and another plate was replaced.

yoongi approached him, his hands winding around hoseok's waist, around his tummy and his face pressed into his back. he smelled like peach soap and detergent . hoseok gasped, shocked from yoongi's sudden hug and nearly dropped the plate.

"god hyung- you scared me!" yoongi just grunted into his shirt, nudging him slightly. an apology. hoseok smiled and chucked as his heart softened,

"done with your lyrics?" he asked in a softer tone as he resumed washing.

yoongi sighed and squeezed his waist lightly. "seok seok ah..."

when hoseok heard his old nickname being called his heart clenched and he felt a warm feeling spread through his body. he smiled,

"alright... I'm almost done hold on a second."

yoongi grunted into his back again this time removing his hands and replacing them on hoseok's shoulders like a koala. he had his ear on hoseok's upper back and he could hear the younger's heartbeat. it was beating just like his own, almost like their heartbeats were in sync.

no longer than a minute later they were on the couch, yoongi's forehead on hoseok's chest and hoseok's arms wrapped around yoongi protectively, warmly, sheltering him as they laid sideways facing each other. they could feel each other's breaths, in and out, yoongi's breath felt warm on hoseoks chest and hoseok's breath felt warm on yoongi's head. hoseok traced irregular patterns on yoongi's lower back knowing it calmed the older down. they both felt at ease in each other's hold, nothing could be as comforting as it is now yoongi thought.

"missed you." yoongi whispered to hoseok and the other smiled,

"we've been at home all day. you know I'm not going anywhere..." hoseok chucked seeing yoongi pout slightly. yoongi knew that, he knew hoseok wasn't going anywhere and the other knew he wouldn't just leave too. although knowing that, yoongi couldn't help but feel a little displeased with hoseok's answer. it has been a long day, for both of them really, and yoongi just wanted some comforting words and a nap in the arms where he felt most secure. of course, hoseok knew that the moment he pouted.

"yah, i missed you too dummy."

"that's hyung to you." yoongi said jokingly, smiling up at hoseok after hearing his preferred response.

"yoongi hyung, you work too hard... it's good to work hard, but just remember to give yourself a break... don't pressure yourself too much." he said planting a tender kiss on the top of the elder's head.

"mm okay. i have you though. you'll be here to remind me right?" yoongi asked softly,

"yeah, i'll be here. always." hoseok agreed and yoongi sighed contently into hoseok's chest. the last thing on his mind before he fell asleep was the best place ever to be will always and forever be in hoseok's arms and he fell into a deep slumber.
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he dreamt tonight, something he hasn't been able to do for a long time now.

it started out great, recalling back to the first time he had met hoseok in a coffee shop they frequented, a lifetime ago. it's been so long that yoongi had almost forgotten the memory, most of his life now filled with hoseok anyway.

then the dream turned into something he didn't remember at all, something devious, the part of his brain controlling fear came out to play with his memories.

he hears the sound of a car honking furiously at someone, he hears screaming. he can feel himself standing, more like hovering, at the side of this made up road. and that's when he knew, this was going to be a nightmare.

he hears more screaming coming from the left, and he turns his head. he doesn't want to, but here, nothing is under his control. here, fear controls him till he wakes up in a puddle of his own sweat, the frustration and hopelessness clinging on to him for the rest of the day. until he's afraid to sleep again, then he'll end up in front of the laptop screen with his earphones blaring but he won't hear a thing. this nightmare was no different.

a figure, dressed like a walking rainbow in the middle of this dark street. the rain is pouring and he wants to feel it on his skin, despite protests from yoongi. in a flash, he hears again, the honking. the screaming.
and...the crash. again. and again. every night. he wants to take pills for it but he knows that that means he's given up. and he can't give up now. he can't give now, for jung hoseok. for everybody who loves him. for jung hoseok.

when yoongi woke, he finds himself on the bed. the light spilling into their small apartment bedroom is bright enough to make yoongi squint. he sees a shadow looming at him, and he feels something soft on his forehead.

"hyung-ah, do you have a fever? you're sweating like mad," hoseok exclaims in the softest voice he could. yoongi, feeling more grateful than ever to have him living with him. he put both his hands on hoseok's cheeks and presses them lightly. "seok seok-ah... you are so soft." i'm glad you're here.

looking bewildered, hoseok put his hand on yoongi's forehead again and said, "yah...i really think you have a fever, hyung... let me get you some medicine,"* with that, hoseok made an attempt to move away.

yoongi giggled, delirious. "aish... i don't need any medicine, i just need you,'' with that, he pulled hoseok gently by the wrist and planted a soft kiss on his lips.
hands in hoseok's hair, he says "you're my medicine, seok seok." yoongi could feel hoseok's smile on his lips and could see the smile on his eyes. "hyung"
"mhmm?"
"i love you."
"i know."
hoseok's smile visibly faded, "hyung-ah"
yoongi grinned, showing off his gummy smile, "i love you too, seok seok ah."

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the second part was written by lucasfinch my bud and 1# jhope stan.
* based of/inspired by Addicted a web series based on Are you addicted? a novel by Chai Jidan. all rights go to him.