Incubus | p.jimin

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Shrugging off my dream earlier..or should I say nightmare, I went to the bathroom and splash some water on my face.

"Cold...cold water feels good" I might've take a cold bath now..since I'm still a little sleepy and my eyes are still burning from crying earlier.

I turn on the tub and mixed my favorite perfume scent on the water. As it bubbled, I slowly dipped and position myself. I hung my head back and relaxed my tensing body.

"Hmm..better not get sleepy. I don't wanna meet him" Evident of fear showed in my eyes.
His face suddenly popped on my mind again. He's smirking at me...an evil grin plastered on his lips..
His lips..oh how I want to kiss them badly..

"Nightmare! He's only your nightmare Somi!..stop it! Stop this!" I slap myself hard and tears started to fall. Here I am again crying..
I'm sick of being like this.. I'm sick of this nonsense!

I remember that first night with him. It felt good but it didn't last long cause everytime i woke up he's already gone.
I knew then, I should stop seeing him. But he just won't let me..
He won't let me go.

Suddenly I felt an odd feeling.
I felt eyes staring at me. Strange.. I swear it's only me and my mom living here.
I scanned my gaze around the bathroom but no one's there. I started to panic and battled myself to calm.

"Okay nobody is here Somi.. please don't" I whisper to myself as I felt the distinct feeling of being watched and not in a friendly way, this feeling was that of a predator.

Eversince I stepped in this room, I feel that I'm being watched everytime. Like there's someone on my room besides me. And with that day, the day I am used to this room, I started to dream about him.

I quickly got up from the tub and drapped the towel on my body. I hurriedly got out and changed on my uniform inside my walk-in closet. I sighed in relief when I felt that no one's watching me now.

??? PØV

I found her.

I found her my love.
She's always been so sweet and innocent like you.
But unlike you.. she never left me
That's what I thought.

All I thought she would never leave me, but she did. Just like what you did to me when I'm still there. You never loved me as you loved him. Now see what he got. That bastard who stole your heart away from me.

*chuckle* He got killed because you love him.

I killed him.

But it doesn't matter to me now,
I found my precious back.
And I'm not going to let her go this time. Now that I know.. she still have a longing for me.

I know it by how she respond to my kisses. And she still loves the feeling. But, she's trying to avoid me. She's trying to push me away.

Let's see if she could do it.
I know she still loves me.
Or I'm just assuming that she loves me back.

She couldn't do it.
I know.
She can't escape from me.