I don’t know what to even say to you.
It was all just a joke.
All this time, when I thought you were my friend.
Of course I’m hurt,
But honestly most of all just surprised.
I never thought it would be you to hurt me like this, you who promised you’d be here forever, who would stay up all night crying with me.
But hey… I guess it was all just a joke wasn’t it?
I trusted you, and it seemed like you trusted me too but then you go and tell everyone, show everyone what I told you, what you promised you would never share.
But you don’t fucking care.
It was all just a joke,
Maybe to you,
But you arent the one feeling like you’re being beaten and choked.
It was all just a joke to you, but maybe not for me,
But I guess that’s something your blind cruel eyes will never be able to see.