Okay so you know that feeling you get when you fully trust someone?
I've never exprienced that,
I mean sure, I've told some of my "friends" tiny little secrets but none know of the major. And I like it that way.
It's annoying to have someone on your back, in oyur personal space all the time so I haven't opened up in a long time.
And before you comment saying "You should talk to someone it helps" I DONT WANT ANY DAMN HELP I WANT TO BE HAPPY DAMN IT.
NO ONE GETS IT.
ABSOLUTELY NO ONE.
SO JUST SHUT THE HECK UP.
Trusting someone is not easy so if you think it is that's your fucking business. Bitterness is all I can give you.
In school today, everyone was looking at me and so i almost fucking cried in the hallway.
I ALMOST CRIED.
IN THE FUCKING HALLWAY.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.
I HATE MYSELF AT THIS POINT.
So i'm gonna go take a shower.
Who knows. Maybe i'll fill up the tub and drown myself.
Bye.
