Lovely [h.s]

l o v e l y

H: hey lovely

H: I miss you

H: I miss you so much more than you could imagine

H: I just wanted to type up my last thoughts to you

H: Our months spent together was the highlight of my life. I never expected to fall so hard for you. I'm so glad I got the chance to meet you. Thanks to Haley, I got to text you. I used to watch you on campus all the time when you walked around. Your cute little lip bite was quirky and beautiful. Your humor made my day. When you told me you had cancer, I vowed to myself that I would keep you alive. I broke that promise. I'm so mad at myself for that. You deserved so much more. Your parents disowned you when you entered college and you broke your friendship off with Haley a few weeks before your operation, so you had no one besides me. Of course I was going to stay with you forever. There was no doubt about that. You were my rock and I thank you for that. I was so so so happy when you became my girlfriend. I could finally express my love you you by taking you on dates and snuggling on the couch with you. There was only one problem. A massive issue. You basically lived at the hospital. That never stopped me from spending time with you though. I grew to love the smells and people there even though it was scary they had your life in their hands. I couldn't handle it when you slipped into a coma. It was the worse 2 weeks of my life not hearing you talk. Your voice almost became foreign to me (almost). You almost gave me a heart attack when the doctors told me you would be operated on that night. I was so nervous. I refused to let you die. When you finally woke up from your coma, I knew that nothing could take you away from me. But I was wrong. So wrong! Your cancer took over your life and swallowed you whole. Just when I thought everything would be ok, it killed you. They didn't even let me see you one last time. They kicked me out like I was a hazard. All I wanted to do was see my beautiful girlfriend and soon to be wife (if you said yes) for the last time. But no! They couldn't let me see you! I'm writing this text to you in hopes that you'll read it in heaven. I really hope you're giggling at my jokes and my humor. Your laugh never got old. You were my drug and I couldn't get enough of you. I fear that this is coming to an end because text messages only allow a certain number of characters ugh. I'll never forget you Mel. You'll always be my number one. It's time for me to go. Stay strong and have the time of your life in heaven. Bye lovely :)

A/N: *cries*