My Frozen Feelings (TUFH II)

I loved you but....

     Anna played happily like a child and I played with her as well. Suddenly, I felt something weird about Anna's smile. It was like a nervous smile.

     "Anna?" she stopped moving and looked at me. "Is there something wrong?" I asked.

     "What's wrong? no nothing's wrong, wh-why?" she said, sweat all over her face. I raised an eyebrow at her.

     "You are hiding something from me, aren't you?".

     "What?! no no no"  she said while waving her hands nervously. "Why would I hide something from you?" . I observed her well.

     "hmmm" then I remembered Jack and the rest acting strange. "Where's Jack?" I asked her while glancing all around. "I'll go find Jack"  I turned my back but Anna grabbed my hand.

     "No!"  I looked at Anna. She was really sweating. "We still need to play... haha".

     "You are really acting weird, Anna. I have to find Jack. Bye, see you later" I quickly ran away and Anna tried to catch up with me but she couldn't until she got tired and stopped catching up.

     I already lost Anna so I searched for Jack. Then I found Jack and Rapunzel in the ballroom.... Rapunzel on top of Jack with her arms supporting her body. They are smiling so wide and Jack is patting Rapunzel's head. I gasped a loud gasp then they quickly stood up.

     "Elsa?" Jack with a shocked look and that's when I realize that tears are falling down my cheeks. Jack walked towards me as I moved back.

     "Don't come near me" I said while sobbing and turned my back to run away but Jack immediately grabbed my left hand, making me look at him. I slapped his right cheek with my right hand and then ran to my room.

     When I got inside my room. I locked the door and  slid my back behind it then hid my face on my knees, crying.

     "What's happening , Jack? Do I really deserve this? You should have told me that you like Rapunzel and not me so my heart wouldn't suffer this much of pain... I shouldn't have believed that you loved me back. I shouldn't have loved you...But ... I can't help falling in love with you" I thought as my room started to snow "What I saw...Tell me it's nothing,  Try to convince me. Do I've got to let you go? Why didn't you told me earlier that you love her? If you have told me earlier, you two shouldn't have been apart. There shouldn't be a wall in your relationship" I cried even more. "Why do I feel so guilty? Jack..." The storm rage in my room got worser. Then I someone knocked on my window. Jack. I quickly wiped away my tears and stood up.

     "What are you doing here?"  I asked coldly as he slowly opened the window and got in.

     "Elsa... what you saw earlier doesn't mean anything"  He said , furrowing his eyebrows, while walking towards me.

    "Get out..." He didnt respond. "I said... GET OUT!" I yelled while pointing at the window.

    "No, Elsa. Let me explain" I turned my back to run away again but I looked at him for the last time to say something. But before I could say something, he accidentally tripped. He pushed me to the ground with him. And now he is above me with his arms supporting his body.

     "Elsa..."

     "I loved you but...." I said while looking at him then looked at the side. "you never loved me back" I continued then cried.