I woke up in a damn terrible mood the next day. I was just suddenly angry at everyone. Why?
After showering and getting dressed extra early, I wore a black skinny jeans and a Guess white tee. I also wore white converse and a white band across my head.
I still had an hour to spare. Annoyed I made myself I grilled cheese sandwich and took it to my deck. Why was everything feeling so SHIT today. I know I wasn't on my period! Pulling out five small tablets and pushing them into my mouth and into my system made me feel better.
I noticed Niall sitting on his deck almost as across me.
"Hi" I waved
"Hey"
"How are you"
"Ok and you"
"Im okay. Can you believe its three more days till vacation" I asked in attempt to brighten up the dull conversation.
"I know. I cant waite" He answered in a sleepy Irish accent.
Today he wore a plain white tee shirt and black jeans with black converse.
"Well Ill see you at school" He smiled. I gave a small wave and walked inside. I grabbed a packet of chips and drove to school.
Today again I finished school as normal.
"Im home" I shouted as I opened the house door. What the help was I doing? There is no one at home! Its just me.
"Hello Zoe how was your day?" I asked myself.
"Good thank you. and Yourself?"
"Boring as everyday"
I laughed at myself. Im sure if anyone else saw me talking to myself, would have thought I was completely insane. Was I insane?
After eating Pizza I put on a tracksuit and went running on the beach. It was so beautiful. The sky was the perfect shade of Purple and the night was about to come. The stars was about to come and the purple sky shone brightly. I stopped to look at the sky. Why did it have to look so beautiful? Were there any secrets behind the beautiful image it presents itself in. Probably not. Not everyone is screwed up. I fell onto the sand, hands behind me head and watched the dark come. The sky changed from a light violet to a dark Purple, to a light black.
I wiped away the tears that had suddenly appeared on my face. "Im not perfect" I whispered "but right now im all I have and all I ....... need?" The last part sounded more like a question than a statement. I closed my eyes and felt the breeze against my face before I Walked back home.
Stepping out of the shower in my Pajamas I rushed to anwser the door.
"Hey ...umm your mom asked my mom if she could send you some food. So heres some" He blurts out handing me a tuppawear.
I smiled " Thank you. Tell your mom I say thanks"
He turned around on the heels of his shoes and began to walk away.
"Niall?" I called . He turned around.
"What are you doing tonight?" I asked.
"Nothing much, why? "
"I was ummm... wondering if you would like to ... you know .." I stopped
"Hang out?" He finished the scentence.
"Yeah" I smiled
"Uh okay" He responded politely
"Cool. Come by in an hour" I called as he walked home.
