EXO OTPS AND RANDOM STORIES

I'm Sorry part2

April 25, 2017
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/ 20 minutes after he was dragged and put into the jail/
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Chanyeol fell onto his knees. He acted brave and he is brave, but only on the outside. At the inside? He's weak. So weak. And fragile.
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People around him may thought he's a strong young man just because he's always smiling, cheerful and because of his positive vibes.
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But no. Strong people cry too. Actually those who looks cheerful and always happy are the one who always shed tears. Like Park Chanyeol.
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He fell onto his knees and cry his heart out. He screams and screams and screams but no one was able to understand his pain. No one was there to comfort him. Even his family.
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He was put in the lone cell because of his crime. The cells were separated far away from each other. So whatever he does, the other prisoners can't hear him.
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Chanyeol continues crying, letting out all the pain along with his cries. Then he grab his hair and punch his head.
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Once
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Twice
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Then he stopped. "Why?! Why me?! I-I just...I love him so much! Why God?! Why...?" He clutch his chest. Pain, guilt were all mixed into one feeling.
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"I love you so much Baekhyun...why can't you tell...? It hurts...so much..."
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At one point, he's already a crying mess. There's a hole, a really big hole inside his heart. A hole that no one can fill. A hole that can't be fixed.
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Sometimes later Chanyeol fell asleep. He roll his body his knees touching his chest. Dry tears can be seen at his pale face.
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He thought that maybe if he sleeps, the pain will all go away. It would be better if he's put into an eternal sleep. Where he don't have to wake up and face the cruel world.
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Outside the prison, 10 men are standing and some sitting on the bench provided.
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"Where's Baekhyun?" Sehun look at Luhan softly but mostly at his puffy eyes.
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"He...he already went home." Sehun comes closer towards Luhan. He cup Luhan's face with both of his hands while he trails his thumbs below Luhan's eyes.
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"Don't cry too much. Your eyes have become puffy."
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"How? Our friend is in there," Luhan pointed towards the prison with shaky hands. "...and he's suffering. I-I can't stay calm Sehun..."
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Luhan then cry again. Sehun hug his lover and carress his back comforting him.
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"What about Chanyeol? Anyone wanna visit him?"
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"We can't. Atm. He's sleeping. I already went inside and ask the police officer just now." Suho say looking at Xiumin and beside him, Chen.
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"But I want to visit Chanyeol hyung..." Tao whine and his eyes starting to get watery too.
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"Taoziii don't cry. Gege promise we'll visit him later okay?" Kris give Tao a smile to calm him. Then Tao nod and lay his head on Kris's shoulder.
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"Baekhyun has to be blamed too! That fucker, he ruined Chanyeol and now he pretend that he's the one who's sad? Suffering? Bullshit!" Kai growl punching the wall.
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"Kai! Its not-"
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"What? Chanyeol isn't the only one who needs to be blamed. That guy has his part too! He tricked him! He said he loves Chanyeol but what did he do? He leaves him just for another guy. I'm gonna fucking kill him-"
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"Stop! Kai...stop please. I'm scared..." Kai widen his eyes and he run towards Dyo. He quickly hugs him repeating sorry many times at his ears.
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"I'm sorry baby...don't cry please..." He hug Dyo tighter and he can feel Dyo's body trembling as he's crying.
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"This is not the right thing to do...getting mad is not the solution. We have to think rationally at times like this." 
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Lay say and the others nod their head. First, they need to find Baekhyun. They have to convince him to let Chanyeol free. Chanyeol was wrong, but Baekhyun was wrong too.
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"What do you guys want?" Baekhyun sit on the sofa staring at the 10 men upon him.
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Kai scoffed. "Well excuse me? What we want? Apologize. We want apologize from you. And take back your accused towards Chanyeol."
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Dyo beside him squeeze tight his hand. He doesn't want this conversation to get worse.
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Baekhyun chuckle looking at Kai. "Apologize? Why would I? That bastard who's the one that has to apologize to me. And I won't take back my accused. He deserved it."
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Kai grit his teeth. Before he could speak a word Kris already did. "He fucking apologize to you. And he fucking crying while apologizing. But what did you do? 'Please disappear from my sight' bullshit. You listen here shorty bastard, if you won't take back your accused towards him I swear I will-"
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"You will what?" Baekhyun chuckle once again. "That Park Chanyeol, precious friend of yours fucking killed my lover! He has ruined my life. I won't easily forgive him-"
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"But you lied to him! You're the one who has ruined his life! I'm gonna fucking kill you-" Kai dash towards Baekhyun with hands out ready to choke him.
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"Kai stop!"
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"Faster stop him!"
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Xiumin, Lay and Chen help to restrain Kai from going any further towards Baekhyun who's hiding behind Tao by now.
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"Let go! Let go of me hyung! He needs to die!" Pap! Kai stopped struggling out of sudden.
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Kai was slapped by Suho. "Kim Jongin! Stop! What...what will Chanyeol feel when he see you like this? Will he be happy? Will he thank you if you kill Baekhyun? Is...is this what he want? His friend to be a murderer...?"
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Then Kai was released. He fell onto his knees and faint sobs can be heard.
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"B-but hyung...Chanyeol he-he doesn't deserve all of this cruelness...He once said to me that when he first met Baekhyun..."
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Baekhyun raise his head when he heard his name was being mentioned. What about him?
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"...he was so happy. He said that he finally found his ray of happiness again. After Jonghi's death (chanyeol's bf and yeah I just made up the name). After my own brother's death!"
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"Chanyeol hyung said that Baekhyun makes him happy. The hole and emptiness in his heart was fixed right then and there. He said Baekhyun loved him back and Baekhyun accepts his proposal to be his bf."
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"But right when Chanyeol hyung wanted to make the first step, that is to kiss Baekhyun...he stopped him and laughed at Chanyeol telling him that he already has a lover. He told me all of that hyung...I'm the one who understand his pain! So...do you expect me to just stay silent when he's being treated like this?"
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Kai stopped talking to take a breath, then he continue talking again. "When he first told me that he accidently killed Mingsoo (baek's bf) he broke down into tears right in front of me. He said that he didn't meant to do all of that. His action was pure out of his love for Baekhyun. So hyung...tell me how to easily calm down and see Chanyeol in there all alone when his state was not good from the start? Tell me hyung...tell me."
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Faint sobs and whimpers could still be heard coming out from Kai's mouth. What he just said left everyone stunned. All this while, Kai was the place for Chanyeol to blurt out all of his feelings? That's why Kai was so enraged at the prison just now...
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Dyo walk over to Kai and hug him. "Kai...its okay. I'm here. Hyung is here. Don't cry." Kai hug Dyo back, "Hyung..." "Yeah...hyung's here."
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"Look Baekhyun, its okay even if you won't forgive Chanyeol. But please, just take back your accsusing towards him. That would be enough. I beg you. He's not in a good mental state right now. I'm scared he will harm himself in there!" Luhan try to beg too.
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Baekhyun stare at them one by one. What Kai said just now really opened his heart. Chanyeol felt all of that about him? And what he does was hurting him...
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"I-I will take back my accusing towards Chanyeol. But after that...I'll go far away from here. Just, if Chanyeol looks for me just told him that I'm fine and I'm with another man now."
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The others were shocked with what Baekhyun said. "Why would you lie to him...?" Xiumin ask.
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"I will forgive him. But I can't look at his face anymore. After what I did and what he did to me. I hurt him but he hurt me too. Just...just please do as I wish. I'll go to the police station tomorrow to take back my accusing."
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The others nod their head. " we understand. Thank you for changing your mind. And...we hope when you're not here anymore, you'll find someone else that you'll truly love again. I bet Chanyeol will do too."
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Baekhyun nod in the verge of crying. "Please tell him to be happy. Forget about me. And I'll do the same..."
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They nod again and then they said goodbye to each other.