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were here na pero si Mae tulog pa. I slowly shake her.
"Mae! Hime! Gising na. Andito na tayo"
"Hmmm" Hime
HAHAHAHA !! ang cute talaga ng Hime ko. I kiss her on the lips.
"I said were here na". As i went out of the car and went on the other side to open her door. Tinulungan ko syang lumabas at agad kong hinawakan ang kamay nya.
"Yehey! Ang ganda pa din dito Kunshuu noh" sya
Ito na siguro yung isa sa pinaka gustong lugar ni Mae. Why ? Ganito kasi yun.
>>>>FLASHBACK
I was here in the garden sitting under a tree while reading. I am not a bookworm or what. I'm just bored. Then suddenly i saw a girl running. i know she's crying by the way how she wipe her tears away from her face. Sinundan ko sya. Nakita ko syang nakaupo sa ilalim ng puno. Inabotan ko sya ng panyo.Inaangat naman nya ang ulo nya tsaka nya ito inabot. Then that time, I think I saw an angel here on earth.
"Thank you huh" she said then she flashed a very sweet smile.
"Pwede maki upo?" i asked.
She just nod as a sign of her yes.
"Bakit ka umiiyak?" i asked to start a conversation
"Kasi.."sya
"Kasi??" Ako. Naku naman. Pabitin pa talaga
"Namatay yung alaga kong aso !! HUHUHU" sya
Napapatitig ako sa kanya after she stated the reason why she is crying. Tapos nahalata ata nyang nakatingin ako sa kanya kaya napatingin din sya sa akin. Di ko na napigilan, I burst into laughter. Hagalpak talaga ang tawa ko.
"Why are you laughing? " she asked then she pout. Waah ! so cute of her.
She has a cute gesture. I manage to stop laughing and look at her.
"Alam mo miss, I know na merong sentimental value sayo ang aso na yun. But then, we should move on. There is no permanent in this world. If there is a certain thing na nawala sayo, may bagay din namang darating sa'yo para maging replacement yun sa bagay na nawala sa'yo"I said.
"Tama ka nga"she said as she slowly stood.
"Thanks for the advice mister."she said
"Just call me John. And you are?"
"Call me Mae" sya then she smile.
With that naging friends kami. Pati nga sa Facebook naging friends din kami. We also exchanged numbers and naging textmate din kami. We use to go out and call it as "FRIENDLY DATE". But then, i thought magiging friends lang ang turing ko sa kanya pero naging more than friend na. Kaya one day, i asked her na magkita kami sa garden. And then there i confess what i feel towards her. At first, i thought it was just a one sided love but then she also confess her feelings.And by that time, i think I'm the most lucky guy. She allow me to court her. It takes 3 months before she answer yes.
>END OF FLASHBACK
"Hoy!" she exclaimed
I was back into my senses when she shout. I look at her.
"What is it Hime?"
"Kunshuu naman eh! I was telling about our story when we are here in this garden. Tapos di ka rin pala nakikinig" she said
"Hime" i called at agad naman syang napalingon.
I gave her a quick kiss and smile.
"Ano ka ba. Yun nga rin yung iniisip ko ehh. I can't forget it lalo na yung reason kung bakit ka umiyak! HAHAHAHAHA"
"WAAHH !! KUNSHUU YOUR TEASING ME AGAIN" she said. I know she's happy kahit na medyo matamlay ang pagkakasabi nya.
We only stayed there while reminscing those memories here in this garden. But i have a strange feeling. Nung unti-unti ng lumulubog ang araw ay biglang lumakas ang ihip ng hangin at pagyakap ni Mae sa akin na sya namang ikinagulat ko.
"Kunshuu" she whispered"
"Hmmm" as i respond
"Mamamatay na ako" she said
That statement made me shiver and a reason na agad namang dahilan para mapatingin ako sa kanya.
"No hime! di pa pwede"
"Alam mo may nagsabi sa akin na kahit gaano pa kahalaga sa yo ang isang bagay na nawala ay kailangan nating mag move on. There are no certain things na permanent in this world. Kung mawala man yun we know na may replacement na darating para palitan yung bagay na nawala sayo"she said
"Hime naman eh ! please wag muna! wag mo muna akong iwan! sila" i said without knowing na lumalabas na pala yung mga luha na kanina ko pa pinipigilan. She look at me as she wipe my tears away.
"Kunshuu, pagod at hirap na hirap na ako.Tanggap ko naman din ang kapalaran ko. Besides. i am happy kasi ikaw yung nakasama ko bago ako mawala"
i just look at her kahit na iyak ako ng iyak.
"Bakit kasi ayaw mong mag pa trans-plant? Huh1 pwede nama----" Hindi ko na natapos and sasabihin ko dahil nilagay nya sa lips ko ang hintuturo nya.
" Malapit mo ng malaman kung bakit ayaw ko. Pag nawala na ako, pumunta ka kay Dr. Reyes" sya
"Dr. Reyes? yung doctor sa ward ng mga bata?"
"Oo ! basta kunin mo yung dapat mong kunin. Kasi sabi ko sa kanya pag pumunta ka don siguradong wala na ako"
"Mae, please wag muna" I said na umiiyak pa rin
"Kunshuu, naalala mo ba kung kailan kita sinagot?" she asked
"You said yes when the sunset" i replied
"I will let you go and set you free when the sun set"she replied
with that i burst into tears. She suddenly hold my hand and put her lips on mine. It was just steady. While she do that, i wish that the sun would not set but then i cant do that. Minutes passes by, unti unti nang natatanggal ang kamay ni Mae na nakahawak sa akin pati ang labi nya.
"Mae. please no"
But then it was too late. The sun already set and she also gave up on her life. There is nothing that i can do but to accept that she's already gone. "I love you Mae. My hime" i whispered in her ears. I dialled her parents number and tell that Mae pass away. At first they can't accept but then they accept it coz they know that they can't do anything. I carry her in my arms and went to the hospital.
