Don't Tell: NamJin ✅

Let It Happen

-Namjoon's POV-

I sat there. Waiting. Waiting for some to tell me 'he's okay.' I couldn't think straight. I looked at the ceiling staring at all the cracks and stains that left the ceiling unperfect.
"Kim Namjoon?" A voice called. I looked over to see a nurse. I stood up and walked over to her. "You can see Seokjin now." She said and walked through two large doors. I followed her and she lead me to a small room, where he lay unconscious. "He woke up earlier and said he had pains so we gave him so medicine. When he wakes up he'll be free to go," the nurse said. She walked out and shut the door. I walked over to the precious Seokjin. I held his hand for a moment and a tear fell down my cheek. I let go of Jin's hand and wiped away my tear.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have left you alone. I shouldn't have left you ever," I said to him, even though he couldn't hear. "I'll never leave you again," I said.

-------time skip------
"It's just right."

I felt Jin's hot breath on my neck. He backed away and slipped my shirt off.  He put his hands around my neck and kissed me again. I could feel my self getting hard. Jin was practically on top of me. He started to grind on my lap. I let out a moan.
"Jin..." I said with a gasp. He smiled at me. He started to suck on my neck hard. I closed my eyes. My body got hot as I tried not to moan again. 'I thought he was innocent' I thought to my self. I felt him get off me. I opened my eyes to find him unbuckling my belt. I stopped him.
"Wait, Jin," I said to him. 'Why the fuck did I stop him?'
He looked up at me sadly.
"What?" He asked me.
"I can't do this," I told him. 'Stop being a pussy Namjoon!'
"Why?" Jin looked sad.
"I just-," I said before being interrupted by Jin.
"It's fine I get it," Jin said getting off me. 'I Fucking hate seeing him like this, but I'm too nervous. Fuck.'
"Are you mad?" I asked him. He shook his head.
"I'm going to sleep," he told me and walked into my, no our bed room. I sat up staring at the closed door that separated me and Jin. 'Fuck!' I thought as I rubbed my fingers through my hair. 'I'm so stupid! Idiot!' I stood up and buckled my belt again. Threw on my shirt grabbed a sweatshirt and left.

I ended up in a bar. I kept drinking till my head spun. I saw Hoseok on a couch near by. He had girls all over him. Touching him. It made me sick. He saw me and came over.
"Oh. My. God!" Hoseok said when he came up to me. He was wearing a suit and sunglass. He took off the sunglass to see me better. "Is this Namjoon? Namjoom the kid who got suspended for a week? The infamous Namjoon who never could control himself?" He kept asking.
"What do you want Hoseok?" I asked him.
"What I can't say hi?" Hoseok asked. I glared at him and he coughed. "Look, how about this. All your drinks are free. On me," Hoseok said with a smile. Before I could decline his offer he yelled to the bar tender. "Hey, Jungkook!" He yelled.
"Yeah?" The bar tender asked. He looked way too young to be serving drinks.
"This man's drinks are totally free. Okay?"
"Yes, boss," Jungkook answered. I looked at Hoseok with surprise. He smiled and shrugged.
"I kind of own the place," Hoseok said.
"But why J-hope tavern?" I asked him.
"J-hope's my stage name. Everyone calls me J-hope around here," Hoseok told me. I shook my head at him. He put his sunglass back on. "Well," he began to say, "the ladies are waiting." Hoseok was about to walk back over to the couch but he paused and turned back to me. "Want to join?" He asked. Me being too drunk to even think I followed him to the girls. The music was loud and the girls were all over me. They weren't wearing much and they kept touching me. I couldn't think straight so I let it happen. One girl made out with me and I didn't even care. I just let it happen. That's what I should have done with Jin. Just let it happen.