Don't Tell: NamJin ✅

There's a Man Behind You

-------Jin's POV------

'I shouldn't have done that to him,' I thought to myself. I laid on the bed looking up at the ceiling. I covered my face with my hands in embarrassment. 'Me and my stupid desires. I fucking hate myself.' I heard the door open and then shut. 'Great he left me again,' I thought. I moved my hands away from my face. I started to think about one of my exes. 

It was about two years ago. I had met this guy at a café. He had saw me working on a project for school. He came up to me and gave me a coffee. We started talking and soon after about a month we started dating. The relationship was very good and I was happy at first, but then he changed. He changed all of a sudden and I don't know why. He started physically abusing me. I was too scared to tell anyone, I just let him hit me, I let him burn me, and I let him fuck me when I didn't want it. One day I tried to leave him but when I told him, he pinned me down and burned my back with a hot pot. I still have a scar from my second degree burn. The only way I got out was the help of a friend. He was small and he knew something was wrong with my partner's behavior. He witnessed him abusing me and reported him to the cops. He was taken to jail and I stayed with my friend for awhile. About a year ago, we started dating. I was so happy with him, but then I found out he was cheating on me. So I left without saying anything. I was done being left alone, I was done getting hurt, and I was done living. The day I found out, he was cheating on me, I decided to end it. And that's when he came, back to me. Namjoon. 

A tear ran down my cheek at the memory of those 3 years without Namjoon. I had suffered so much, I didn't want to suffer again, so I decided to go for a walk to clear my head. I wrote a letter to Namjoon and left it on the fridge. 

I walked alone in the dark with the moon light shinning bright. I was trying not to cry. 'Namjoon can't leave me, he won't, I know he won't.' I thought to myself. I suddenly felt like someone was watching me. I turned around, but no one was there. I shook off the thought and kept walking. Then suddenly someone jumped in front of me. I was startled and immediately stopped in my tracks. It was a boy with soft black hair. He looked very young and he stared at me. Before I could ask him what he wanted he said something. 

"Hyung, be careful. There's a man behind you."

 I turned around and saw a man with a baseball bat. He hit me in the head and I was knocked out.