Tw: Angst and self harm
Matt curled up, he wasn't talking to his mother or his brother anymore. They made him feel like shit.
His mother looked at Matt and wanted Matilda.
His brother thought he was a freak of nature.
The girls at school think that he wasn't pretty enough to be a girl.
And the guys at school think he's too much of a pussy.
Matt cried on the floor of his Pastel bathroom. In nothing but slim shorts and his binder. He heard his phone ding. At first he thought it was his mom, but then something called him to the phone. Standing on weak legs, he grabbed his phone from the sink. He looked up at the mirror and saw an ugly face.
His ugly face
Matt stifled sobs as he threw his phone down. Matt sighed and kneeled to pick it back up. Next to the phone was an old razor. Matt stared at it, then his phone. He looked at his screen and saw in SMS that Tom had tried to reach him. Matt replied, tears falling down on the screen. He then put the phone away and grabbed the razor. He wasn't sobbing anymore, but tears fell from his eyes. He placed the cold metal onto one of his thighs.
"What a freak." His voice is emotionless as he drags the razor across his skin slowly and painfully. He watches beads of crimson collect. He repeated the processes under the previous scratches. Again. And again. He was unhappy with the cuts he made. Standing up Matt opened his bathroom door and grabbed a pencil sharpener. He carelessly pulled the blade from it and sat on his bed. He carved every insult his brother called him.
"Whore"
"Gay"
"Freak of nature"
"Unhappy bitch"
Matt sobbed as the metal stung his legs. His thighs were no longer untarnished and pretty pale, they where cut and stained an irritated red. Matt felt dizzy as he took the blade too his wrist. He dug one end into the center as he slowly dragged it across his wrist. Matt started hearing a ringing, he then got up to clean himself...but with a thud.
He fell over.
((CLIFFHANGER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA I AM P U R E EVIL))
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