Full stop.

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//WARNING!!! Kay I know some of you didn't read my AN before this so I was lying when I said it was my one and only warning !!! But I'm warning you now!! This is graphic!!//

"You fucking dumb bitch!!!!!" I screamed as I continued to punch her face in. I could see it swelling up but right there in the moment... I had no fucks to give...

"Stop !! You're going to kill her" Someone screamed

Many people tried to drag me off her, but it's like she was asking - no begging me to beat the living day lights out of her.

"How many times do I have to tell you!!!! You fuck with my family , I'll fuck with you!!" I screamed as I pulled her hair.

I pulled her face close to mine and I could see her eyes swelling up , blood covering her face, mostly her nose and lip and the distraught color of purple and yellow building up.

The beast is within me. I don't know what I feel right now in this moment.

"You know what?" I breathed in her face.

"I'm sorry..." She managed to get out.

"I hope you fucking die!!! I hope you rot in hell forever and burn down there with the rest of your ugly friends" I whispered to her.

"I'm sorry..." She said again.

"You should've said sorry to my little sister you fucking killed!!" I screamed at her.

"If I wanted to kill you!! I would've done it already!! To you and all your little ugly as friends!!!" I screamed once more.

"I'm sorry..." She said again

"Someone call the ambulance for this bitch!! You all better have a good story to tell them... Snitches get stitches!!" I screamed to all of them. They knew ... that all it took was for someone to open their mouth or for someone to post a video of this and they'll be dead.

I turned back to the girl.

"Now you know what it felt like when she took her last breathe huh!" I grabbed her chin.

"Learn from your mistakes little bitch, or pay a higher price " I took multiple photos of her and dashed when I heard the sirens not so far away.

I walked away feeling empty still.

This void that couldn't be filled again.

I unlocked the door and twisted the handle. Fuck.

"Mum?"

She still sat at the same place, there's no way she would've moved. She's stared out the same window for months now, she still thinks she's coming back.

"Mum?" I walked to her.

I shook her shoulder a little violently as she continued to stare out the window waiting.

"She's taking a long time to get back from school" my mum said without emotion.

"Mum?" My voice trembled .

"Why isn't she back from school yet? It's almost 6"

"Mum!!" I started to cry.

"Where could she be? Can you go look for her Odeya? I'm worried."

I sniffled "okay...was there something you wanted to eat?" Tears started to pour and I couldn't help but hiccup.

"When she comes back is when I'll start to eat" she said more to herself.

I walked away knowing this conversation wouldn't go anywhere.

*knock knock*

I held on to my hiccups with all my might. "Orion?"

I opened the door a little more. I can't stand this anymore!!! Why are they all like this!!. I can't bare the sight. Lord help me!.

He sat on the floor at the end of his bed crying with his head between his knees holding on to her teddy bear.

"Orion!!!!!" I screamed and ran to hug him .

"Our sister Odeya!!! , our sister!!! How!? Why!? Who!? FUCK!!! "He screamed . I broke down into my tears again.

I have to be strong I kept telling myself. Someone in this family has to. My older brother couldn't do it for gods sake.

"Orion get the fuck up !!"

" I can't Odeya!!! Don't you fucking see!! Our little sister is gone Odeya!!! She's gone and she was only fucking 14 years old!!! 14!!!! No one deserves to die the way she died!! I hope those little mutts fucking die!!! Did you kill one of them!!??? Better all of them!!!?? You know what fuck it!! I'll do it myself!!!"
He got up.

"Orion!! You fucking dumb bitch" I yelled . "Get your ass down stairs and take care of mum how bout that!! I got those mutts ,on my life I got them!!! Just please your the eldest. Oasis is dead. She has been for 4 months now. Just go down stairs and do something about mum, I seriously can't watch it anymore." My voice cracked but I knew I had to act like I was brave.

He stared at me with awe. " if I would've know better, I would've thought you would have been the one who'd go all limp and fucked up, you were closer to her than any of us" he whispered the last bit before walking out.

"Yet I still didn't know what was going on with her" I said breaking down for what seemed like the billionth time.

"Dey? "

"Shit" I cursed to myself.

"Yeah baby boy" I said to him still looking down. I couldn't show my little brother I was crying, he'd end up crying too.

"I MISS HER!" He started crying, running towards me.

Today was just waterworks day wasn't it?. Then again for 4months 1 week and 3 days waterworks days has been everyday I guess ...

I cried with him and rubbed his back. I thought it was the hardest for him rather than everyone else. Oasis was his idol. She was his everything , he looked up to her more than anyone. They were each others best friends. He was too young to lose his sister, who would he play with? Who would he spend his time asking questions and talking about kids from his primary? Where would his childhood go? Fuck I can't handle this.

" WHERES OASIS , ORION!!!! WHY ISNT SHE BACK YET!! " I heard my mother screaming.

I ran downstairs for her to scream at me.

"BLOODY HELL ODEYA!!! I THOUGHT YOU WENT OUT LOOKING FOR OASIS ! WHERE IS SHE!!"

"YOU KNOW WHAT MUM!!? SHES DEAD!!!" Orion shouted!!

"She's fucking dead and you have to deal with it!!! You're the grown up here and I know you fucking know she's dead!!!! Because you watch her body go into that grave just like the rest of us!!!! She's dead!!! She's dead and she's-she's not coming b-back so get up off your arse a be- be our mum again"

for a 19 year old guy he sure can cry.

"Dey?" My little brother Octavius said.

"I wanna go where Oasis is, I wanna be with her, I miss her"

We're all broken . A broken family, with broken hearts, and broken minds with no full stops.

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AN//First chapter done... This is a little new... I haven't written in 5 years like I'll be damned ... Gotta get my imagination to spark up somehow...

Have you lost someone recently? I know it's heartbreaking ... R.I.P I'm sorry for your lost.

God bless Xx

For those a little lost don't fear cause I'm lost as well, I legit just write what comes to mind .

Clearing up somethings:

- this is Odeyas perspective . Odeya is 17
-Odeya has an older brother Orion (19)
-a younger brother Octavius (10)
-and a younger sister Oasis (14)