Demons -K.H.

Demons

The demons taken over him, and I can't reach him anymore.
I was drowning in my own darkness.
He was drowning in his own darkness.
I want to be saved by the light.
He want to be saved by the light, but I can't reach once again.
I want to be kissed by the sunlight of my life.
I want to be the sunlight of his life.
I want to taste his lip.
I want to taste his lips.
It was toxic.
It was toxic.
I couldn't get too close to my demons.
He should not get too close to his demons.
I want him so bad.
I want him so bad.
I knew the tragic was going to happen.
He knew the tragic was going to happen.
I was slipping into the darkness.
He was slipping into the darkness.
I was alone.
He was not alone.
Nobody was there.
I was there for him.
I wish that he did not leave me.
I never left him.
I love him too much.
I love him too much.
The darkness was too powerful.
The darkness was too powerful for him.
I wish I told him.
He wish that he told me the truth.
I fell in love with my demons.
I fell in love with my demons.
It was a tragic fate for both of us.
It was a tragic fate for both of us.
I was getting too far away from the light of my life.
He was getting too far away from his own light.
I am suffering so much.
He is suffering so much, and I am doing everything to save him from his demons.
My own demons are clawing me into the dark.
His own demons are bringing him into the dark.
It is so painful that I can't feel anything.
It is so painful that he can't feel anything.
Where is my sunshine?
I don't know, but I been trying to reach you.
Save me from my own hell.
I am trying to save you from your hell.
I want to leave the darkness and hunt down him.
I want you to do that and come find me because I will be waiting for you.
I want to know why loving you hurt so much.
Because my love for you is so toxic.
Did I fell in love with my own demon?
Yes you did.
Why?
You simply just fell in love with me without knowing it
Why?
Love make people do crazy things.
Love? That is bullshit.
Love is important, and it is not bullshit.
Feelings are so fucked up sometimes.
But at the same time, it is one of the best thing we have. That is why our feelings creates demons.
Well I don't want the demons to take over me.
But they are unstoppable. It is something we all are battling.
Well I don't want to fight anything.
Then the darkness will take over you no matter what.
  You even said that everyone is battle their own demons. What are your demons doing to you?
Well, I am battling the demon of love.
What?
I fell in love with someone I can't have.
Who?
Someone in my past that I can not forgot no matter what.
What was the best thing about this person?
Everything.
What happened between the two of you guys?
Fate happened, and it was the one of the worst things that ever will happen to me because I lost too much.
Why?
Well, I always asked that question to myself, and I still don't know. Some people told me that we were a version of  Romeo and Juliet.
What was the issue?
He was a ghoul, and I am just a human.
He? Tell me his name.
Everyone knew him as Eyepatch or the one-eyed ghoul, but I knew him as Ken Kaneki.
Of course, you are the childhood friend of him, right?
I am shocked that you found out that fast, but that is correct. I knew him from a young age, and that was the moment I start battling my own demons called love.
What are my demons that I am battling now?
From my point of view, you are also battling the demons of love too, but there is more to you.
Who?
The forgotten one in your dark past.
Why?
Sometimes, you don't know until that person is gone for a long time.
Well, that is true.
So please don't give up on yourself.
I know, but what happened to Kaneki?
Nobody know. I am the only person who know the whole story about his battle with his own demons. He lost to them.