3 A.M Thoughts

My mind

My mind swims with words

along with many thoughts

one's I have said and regretted

Or words and thoughts I haven't yet said

maybe I'll never say them

maybe I will

I drown in those thoughts

almost like jumping into the icy ocean

but sinking down, down

never coming up

Like the icy waves of the ocean freezing my bones

making me unable to move

my thoughts drag me down deeper, deeper

I let them consume me

Sometimes not all the way

I leave a little room to breathe

yet that's usually never enough