dear diary.

May 12, 2017

Day 2
12:50 pm.....

I'm at lunch right now. My friends and i are talking about language like Spanish, tagalog, and Ilocano which is my mother language.

Right now everyone is busy I'm on my phone typing the other two girls are snapchatting the other one is doing homework.

I can't wait ro go home today. And oh i haven't got my period since last December. The first thing that came into my mind is that i was pregnant. But that was shit i don't have a boyfriend. I don't hangout with boys I'm always with my girl friends. I dint have sex with anyone and never will. I haven't makeout with a guys since 2015. I don't have a ny boy friends here in school let alone talk to one except if its a school activity were doing.

I told my mom that i haven't got my period. Her first suspension was I'm pregnant! And thats shit last night i woke up and my mom was touching my tummy seeing if I'm pregnant or whatever shit is her deal. I told her no i didn't have sex or don't have a boyfriend or have been hanging out with a guy.

And I'm actually scared because i did my research and it was possible to get pregnant without having sex. This is shit on Monday I'm going to the school nurse. I don't trust my mom getting me a doctor because if I AM pregnant i dont even want ro think what my mother will do to me.

SHE WILL KILL ME!!!

Don't even think about my dad! He will disown me they will kick me out.
I'm really stressed out i don't know what to do. I don't trust my friends about this i know thats dab but i just don't want anyone to know that i think I'm pregnant even though i didn't have sex.