The Life I Don't Want to Live

Chapter 1

This is my first ever story I wrote on here :) I hope you like it!!!!

Im Anna Marie Rose. A 16 year old who hates her life. My Mom passed away 5 years ago and my dad left me to live with his sexual girlfriend. I live with my aunt and my 2 sisters, Riley and Hanna. They make fun of me a lot. Older sisters are hard to be with. All I do with my life is watch a youtube channel called our2ndlife. I think Jc is the cutest. I wish I could meet them all. The only person that I know cares about me is my dog, Bootsie.

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Tomorrow is going to be my first day of high school. I tried to stop cutting in summer. People keep bullying me. Especially my ex boyfriend Ricardo who I dated for 5 months last year. He told me he would always be there for me and stuff like that but then he just left me and said "things didn't work out". I wasn't important to anyone. My best friend left me for her rich boyfriend.

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I guess now im going to have to wear long sleeve shirts. Im afraid I will go through what I did when I was 12. "Well I guess I better go to sleep" I say to myself before drifting away into a deep sleep.

Aunts POV

"Honey, time to get ready to go to school." I decided to go upstairs and wake her instead. *Checks in room* she wasnt there. Suddenly I heard screaming in the bathroom. I paniced. "ANNA?!?!?"

Anna's POV

"ANNA?!?!?" I knew it was my aunt. She is gonna disturb my cutting. My aunt doesnt know about my cutting.This time instead of a razor, im feeling happy and using Franklin the Scissors. I named my scissors to make it seem real. As if it was a person.

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Blood was everywhere. You can see marks on my left hand. I like to cut on my left hand because im a righty. I heard footsteps coming closer. I start to lock door very frantically. "AUNTIE, WHATEVER YOU DO DONT COME IN!"

Aunt's POV

I can tell Anna didnt want me in the bathroom. I didnt care. I tried opening the door. It was locked. It was 7:35 and school starts at 8:00. "ANNA MARIE ROSE, OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW OR YOU WILL BE LATE TO SCHOOL!" She replied, "Good. I dont want to go anyway." "I DONT CARE, ITS GOOD TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR COLLEGE!!!!"

Anna's POV

I didnt care about college. Thats years away. I was furious. Auntie NEVER yells at me. "WHAT IF I DONT." "THEN I WILL SPANK YOU." I know Auntie wont do that. Or will she? Was it to threaten me? I didnt want her to spank me either way. Auntie starts t o unlock the door slowly.