The Life I Don't Want to Live

Chapter 7

Jc's POV:

I can't believe I asked Anna to study with me. Did I just ask her out on a study date?! I think I just did. Anna is the girl I like. I hope I don't mess this up. Once when I saw her appearance, she got my attention. I can tell she has a good personality. And she is a fan of my channel so she must like me to right.... right??

Jc's POV:

Okay. So I legit just woke up. I ran into the bathroom and just pretended that Anna was there. This date better be perfect. As I left the house, my mind struck. What if? What if she didn't like me. We wouldn't be friends if I told her that I like her. I hope that she is the girl for me. She better not be crazy. Like a girl who cuts herself.

Anna's POV:

The car was moving. My heart was racing. Today was the day I may or may not throw up on him. I hope he doesn't care if he is dating a girl who cuts. That's why I never get a boyfriend. All of them hated when I cut. I never had one but Im thinking they would. No boy would like a girl who wants to bleed through her skin.

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The car stopped. Auntie said 4 words that I was most certain of that I didn't want to hear, "honey we are here!" Oh Jesus. I jumped out of the car like a crazy person. I was so stressed out. "Calm down" I said to my self. Auntie drove away.

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I think my heart went with her. I will feel so depressed if he doesn't like me or else are friendship is ruined. I was about to walk in when someone opened the door for me. "Greetings my lady." Jc acted like this was a restaurant. My backpack almost made me fall to the ground. "I will grab that for you."