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THE DAY BEFORE

"get up you stupid waste of space!!!"

'well at least she didn't hit me... maby today will be a good day!'

my thoughts were intrupted by me opening my eyes to my dad sitting across from me on a chair. the hatred visible in his drunken eyes. I lay still.

"come on" he motioned me to hug him. I knew that if I didn't hed hit me and hes stong. I got up and moved into his arms. I began to relax into the hug then a sharp pain hit my spine. he dragged a knife up then dug in and pushed back down. I tried to scream but found no voice. he droped both me and the knife to the floor.

"now go to school and don't ever touch me again!!!" he yelled.

I lay there for around 30 mins till the pains died down abit. I was used to this. ive felt worst. I went to my closet and pulled out a longsleeve bvb shirt and black ripped skinnies as I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower.

about an hour later

school. great. I bandaged my back as best as I could. but it still hurts.  as I made my way down the hall I could hearpeople laughing at the way I was walking. I couldn't help it. my back still... my thoughts were caught short by me being pushed into a locker and punched in the face. the door was slammed onto my foot.

"that's for being related to me!"

it was my sister. she hates me. I have her an older brother and 2 smaller siblings one a girl the other a boy. they all hated me. ive tried sooo many times to end my life but for some reason I wont die. I began to cry.

"you stupid mute emo!!!"

with that everything went black.

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