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~~~ May 16

Did I mention I’m gay?

And how much I hate it?

I hate it wholeheartedly. A knight of my stature shouldn’t be so gross. Shouldn’t be into gross things, like... Guys.

Shouldn’t be into people like Jestro, or Lance. It simply isn’t right for me to be like this.

I shouldn’t be distracted in a fight by emotions, feelings that I still harbor that I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t feel for the man who’s trying to take over the realm.

Well, more like boy. Well, whatever! Who cares what?! There is nothing in the Knight’s Code about this subject. How to deal with emotions, or enemy relations or homosexuality.

I’ve checked, so many times.

I just cannot believe, still... It’s so hard to come to terms with the fact that Jestro’s gone.

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