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8) •Day 3: I will never forgive you.. •

Marks POV

She's gone now.. I looked everywhere for her. I just got tired and went back to my place.

I fell asleep and dreamed of her all night. I woke up tossing and turning. I felt anger built inside me and I wanted to explode. Why can't she love me? I love her! I know I do! I love her! I do!

But she doesn't love me back! And it breaks me.

It's all over for me.. Maybe she went to the cops and now is safe at home. This is it for me and the others..

I sigh deeply and feel a sudden lil pain hit my throat. Was I really about to cry? About to cry for a girl I don't know anything about? Maybe I have turn soft. It's not my fault she's so beautiful and funny, and lovable, also smart, and crazy in a good way.

Then an idea came to my head. Maybe I can show her I'm not all that bad. To admit it's not all that fun being a bad guy. Having people hate you and blah! But if I can show her that I'm kinda good, maybe she'll have some liking to me.

It's not lying. It's like a little bit of one. I'm only doing it cuz I care about her. So you can I say I'm lying out of love. Yeah, that works.

Few hours later 💟

I was looking around for her another time. I then saw a figure that looked familiar. It was her. I was more relieved than ever.
"(Y/n)! (Y/n) is that you!?" I shouted from the distance. She turned her head and looked at me straight in the eyes. I started to run towards but she ran faster than me. Like damn.
"(Y/n) Please! Just let me talk!" I try to reach for her.
"MARK GO AWAY!"  She yells back at me.
"PLEASE ILL DO ANYTHING!" I stopped and looked down at my feet. She stopped too.
"Anything?" She repeats.
"Yes, anything. Anything you want." I pleaded.
"TAKE ME HOME!" She says, angrily.
"Why didn't you go home yourself?" I asked curiously. Her eyes widen and she looks down to the ground.
"I can't find my home. I'm lost." She replied as tears formed in her eyes. I attack her with a hug. She cries. She sobs. I can't help her.
"(Y/n), I'm sorry, I can't do that."
"AND WHY NOT? CUZ YOU "LOVE ME." YOU DONT FUCKING LOVE ME! NO ONE LOVES ME! YOUR JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE! YOU JUST CARE ABOUT YOURSELF MARK!" Tears scrolled down from her eyes, to her cheeks, to all the way to her neck.
"(Y/n), that's not true. I'm good now. I know what I did was wrong. I love you, I swear I do. I would never hurt you on purpose." I held her close to my chest.
"I'm sorry."
"Then why can't you take me home. All I want is to be home with my family. But can't do that one simple thing for me. Why?" She tries hold back more tears.
"Because we are far from where your home is. I can't-.. I don't-.. I'm sorry." I saw her eyes turn to sadness to anger quickly.
"Y YOU-.. BASTARD!" She screamed punching me hard in the chest. She punches repeatedly till she falls to her knees.
"(Y/n), I'm so sorry. Please-.."
"I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU AFTER WHAT YOU DID OR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THIS HEARTLESS MONSTER!" She pushes me away.
"If I'm such a heartless monster then why didn't you go to the police when you could!" I yelled back at her.
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, YOU DUMB ASS!" She pushes me hard to the ground and runs as fast she possible can.

She loves me? Im a fucking dumb ass. She'll never forgive me..

(A/n) This chapter hit me in the feels. Like that was intense.

I'm kidding, not really intense.

But hey guys 💕

I know you guys are about to type in the comments like
"Bitch you should be in bed if your sick like you say you are"
Or
"I can't believe wtf was this chapter you bullshit of a writer"

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So I'm not gonna feel any better any time soon 😓

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