Why do we have to keep pretending like we are perfect. The lonely nights, and the arguing. I do not want to do this anymore. Once upon a time our love was real. But no one knows the things that happen behind closed doors.
Even though I'm still mad at the phone call I received from my baby a week ago I'm aslo proud of her. We are currently at Jay's club celebrating her nominations along with Beyonce who is also Nominated at the VMAS. Nic and I haven't spoken that much in a week.
Tonight we are going to just play it cool so nobody suspect otherwise. I'm not going to lie my baby looks good tonight. The way that dress was hugging her curves makes me want to say f*ck this party and take her home and do somethings.
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I had to think of something else before I walk around the party with little man on full attention. I notice Bernice walking in the club and immediately looked around for Nicki. I saw her siting on the couch in a vip section with her crew.
I walked over to her section. "Excuse me ladies can I steal Ms. Minaj for a minute I said to her friends." I knew she didn't want to come by her body language but came anyway so she would not cause a scene.
We went over to my section where my crew was. I pulled her to me and whispered in her ear. "Stop frontin' like you don't miss daddy". I said using my bedroom voice and felt her looking at me up and down.
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We just stood in the corner chilling and nicki went into thug mood whenever her favorite song came on and she would rap the whole song. I missed these moments with her.
I looked at her section and saw Bernice was there now and was literally burning a hole in our faces looking at us. Since she wanted to stare so bad I thought about giving her a show by turning Nicki around and whisper in her ear. You looking real good in your dress baby.
I said breathing on her spot knowing it will get her feeling some type of way. I pulled her close and gave her the nastiest kiss ever while feeling all on her ass. In the middle of the kiss I looked and saw Bernice get up and leave. I smirked and pulled away.
D*mn Daddy Nicki said once we pulled away and gave me that look I knew all too well. Nicki turned back around and I pressed up on her and I know she could feel my little man on full attention. Beyonce came over to us.
Sorry but I'm stealing your girlfriend back She said to me and grabbed Nicki's hand heading to the middle of the crowd where her friends were. I leaned on the railing that over looked the general area of the club.
I saw Kim give Nicki three shots of something that was really strong because I could tell she was a tipsy. She started dancing and twerking all on Beyonce while her friends were hyping her tipsy a*s up and Beyonce playfully smacked her a*s.
Something in my gut did not feel right. I noticed that Bernice was missing and looked around and she was no where to be found. She has been acting weird all night. I was pulled away from my thoughts when I felt someone hugged up against me. I was getting ready to cuss some h*e out but realized it was Nicki once I looked down.
I could tell her a*s was high as sh*t besides already being tipsy. Come dance with me daddy Nicki said and pulled me to the middle of the dance floor and started twerking her a*s on me. Oh yeah she was definitely gone because if she was sober she wouldn't be doing any of this.
I grabbed her waist and pulled her close smacking her a*s. Yes Nicki I heard her friends say and was recording us. Girl you getting that D tonight I heard Bey say in her ratchet voice. I laughed shaking my head.
The song eventually changed and Nicki stopped dancing. Baby I'm going to the bathroom really quick I heard Nicki yell over the music and then gave me a kiss before leaving.
I was back in VIP when thirty minutes past. Nicki still didn't return from the bathroom. I went towards the bathroom to look for her but wasn't expecting to walk into her against the wall with Bernice kissing and feeling all on my girlfriend.
I slowly walked close to them and Nicki instantly jumped when she saw me with an angry look on my face. I knew something was up with this h*e I spoke to myself. Nicki pushed Bernice off and called my name repeatedly but it was too late because I already stormed off.