~He Saved Me... For Now~

Chapter 24: New Channel

I woke up with dry tear stains on my cheeks. I looked at my phone and picked it up. I saw I had a lot more followers on Twitter and Instagram. I checked Felix's last video and it was of us playing Amnesia. I smiled and checked my messages... Finn texted me really?

F- So sorry for last night. Good night Summer.

I stood up and dragged myself from my bed to the bathroom god I really don't want to deal with him today.

I looked at myself in the mirror one last time like I do every morning. Black beanie, light make up, hair straightened, blue Bro Fist shirt tied back, black high waisted shorts, and black Jordan's. I grabbed my headphones and phone then headed downstairs. Finn was cooking breakfast, "I'm going out for breakfast. Be back later guys." I announced plugging in my headphones to my phone. I played my music and grabbed my long board.

I arrived at my favorite little breakfast restaurant IHOP. I ordered just some normal pancakes with orange juice as my drink. Soon my food came out and I started to eat slowly. The day Finn and I broke up replayed in my head like a broken record.

*Flashback*

Finn and I were in his room recording a video for his channel. It was the girlfriend tag but he seemed distant. When he was done uploading the video he looked straight into my eyes. He looked guilty... I don't know why. "Summer... I think we should break up." My world came crashing down into tiny pieces. "W-What? W-Why?" I stuttered out. "I just think its best for us." I ran to my room in tears as he chased me. I locked the door and grabbed my razor. 5... 5 Deep wounds on each arm... Finn calling my name was the last thing I heard before I passed out.

*End Of Flashback*

I finished my breakfast and started to ride my board back home. I arrived and unlocked the door to see everyone sitting on the couch in the living room. I went up to my new gaming station and set up my camera on the tripod and plugged in the lights. I pressed record and started to record my first video.

Hey guys I'm Summer! This is my first actual video but you might have seen me in Alfie Deyes' videos or Jacksgap or maybe a couple of Pewdiepie's. But I decided to finally create a channel. So to start you off my name is Summer I'll give you my last name in my next video probably. But I do want to be a gaming YouTuber, you guys probably don't know but Pewdiepie is my #1 favorite YouTuber. I love his videos and he kinda understands me. He's really cool and fun I guess. But yeah I'm 19 yesterday was my birthday so I just turned 19. But my next video is going to be a 25 things you don't know about me. So yeah stay tuned guys! But I'm gonna go now! Love you all byeee!!!

I ended the video and plugged my camera to my computer and started to edit it all on my own. Surprisingly I got it pretty quick and uploaded my first video to my channel. It quickly got so many views, comments, likes and soon I had over 200 subscribers. Its amazing what being in a couple videos could do to you. I went downstairs with my laptop and played my video setting it on Felix's lap since he was in between the 2 boys.

"Summer this is amazing! I'm totally subscribing!" Felix and Jack yelled. Finn stayed quiet for a couple seconds but the said calmly, "Cool video." his words literally felt like daggers stabbing me repeatedly in my heart. I took my laptop and went upstairs kicking my door open almost breaking it.

___Finn's POV___

"You've really done it now." Jack said. I rubbed my eyes on the verge of crying. I can't possibly cry anymore this week. I've cried every tine Summer has left a room. I just can't be with her... She doesn't understand why... The reason is because #1 my grandma and grandpa passed away... #2 She likes Felix... Don't get me wrong he's amazing and he's like my best friend but... Summer likes him... I can't do anything about it... That's one thing I regret... The fact that I'm powerless because she likes him... It hurts.