I'm Withering//Mikayuu

{} He Lies

A/N this chapter is in Yuu's perspective, it starts when the confession happened. sorry if it sucks, I find it hard to write in Yuu's perspective.

Yuu honestly gave no fucks about the so-called 'heartfelt confession' Shinoa gave him

 But... at the same time felt like he'd never get over the boy he loved unless he tried to move on. 

Shinoa looked up at Yuu with hope shining in her brown orbs. 

"I um.." Yuu reached his hand to nervously scratch the back of his neck.

"I...Um..I like you too.." Yuu muttered.  

This doesn't feel right, it feels so so wrong. I don't want this. His mind screamed at him.

Looking back up at Shinoa, Yuu noticed how happy she looked and instantly guilt spurred inside his heart. 

Before Yuu was given a chance to take back his words a pair of warm lips were crashed onto his own. 

Yuuichirou felt disgusted and assaulted.  

No, no!  

His mind was whirring like a hurricane. 

I don't want this, I don't want this, I don't want this. Mika, please help me! 

When Shinoa finally pulled away from the kiss, Yuu fought the urge to wipe his lips clean from her spit. 

"Thank you.." Shinoa muttered with rosy pink cheeks, before running to god knows where. 

As soon as she was out of sight, Yuu furiously wiped at his lips. Trying to get rid of her taste. 

He was just thankful that she wasn't his first kiss and instead Mika was when they were kids. he smiled at the memory.

Mika, Mika, Mika, Mika, Mi-chan, I'm sorry, I betrayed you.

Yuu regretted everything, this was his fault. 

Yuu hadn't noticed he had begun crying until he wiped his cheeks and felt the warm wet tears smeared against his palm.

"I'm sorry Mika" He whispered.