Rejected but not broken

Chapter 11

Amanda's POV

"What do you mean? Who the fuck is Zion?" I rubbed my arm nervously. I didn't want to tell them. I knew they would take him away form me. I'm not ready but....

"Zion...he's special. Remember what happened when I was at the pack. Remember when I was sent away for a year. I...I" I felt a lump form in my throat.

"No! No, your lying! Nothing happened. I'm sure you were dreaming. I mean they didn't did they?" I looked up at Marcus with tears in my eyes. He looked heart broken his face held hurt and I think he knew what I was going to say.

"Former Alpha Richards of the Blue Moon pack has a son, two sons. One of which was brought in the world by.......me" I paused lowering my gaze to the ground "I have a son who's father is an alpha. Zion....Zion is my son"

Before anyone could argue I just left. Walked out not bothering to say anything else. I didn't want them to find out. I wanted them to forget about my past and focus of the future. Zion was a mistake one that I can't forget. He's going to grow up not know who his mother is and....I don't...I don't know what to do.

I was eleven when it happened and I had no choice my brothers didn't care when it happened. But I did I gave birth to a child one that I've been neglecting for so long.....I'm not ready to be a mother. I'm not ready to have that responsibility.

"Is that what you wanted?" I asked not one in particular kicking a small stone that was infront of me. Sighing I looked around. Wow did I run all the way out here.

I was in a park that was basically empty except for a girl who was sitting on a bench by herself. She looked like she was texting on her phone. What is she doing here alone?

I made my way over to her and froze. She was fucking cutting herself! Acting quickly I took the razor away form her startling her. Why would she be cutting herself. She leaped out of her seat ready to tackle me for the weapon.

"Give it back!" She yelled clawing at me. I dropped the razor so I could catch her fists before she hurt herself. She thrashed around but not to brag she couldn't escape my grip. I may have spoiled her sweater with the blood leaking from the cut the razor gave me.

"It's on the floor if you need it"  I told her letting her go. I was surprised to she her collapse to the ground crying. Oh what now.

"Dry your tears, and and tell aunty Amy what's wrong" I really didn't care what she had to say I had my own damn problems.

"Why should it tell you your a stranger. Well it doesn't matter I'll kill my self soon anyway" suicide? What wrong with this kid?

"So your going to commit suicide? Why?"

"Don't try to talk me out of it. It's not going to work" I wasn't trying to you little *beep*

"I'm not going to. I was just curious. Why would a girl your age be out here about to kill herself. Do it somewhere more private please" the girl scoffed.

"See no one cares about me" she mumbled tears streaming down her eyes.

"Someone cares just not me. Now please answer my question"

"My dad, just killed my mother and now the pack is in Chaos. He was always like this but because he was alpha he had to stand proud now his secret is out. And I don't intend to stay with that son of a bitch any longer! " alpha? So she's a werewolf.

"Alpha huh? Well that's a shocker" the girl looked at me in shock.

"I wasn't supposed to say that. Your not a-" I cut her off.

"I'm a hybrid so don't worry. About your problem kill yourself that's the only answer. Because there is no trying, no fighting back. Your too weak to survive" I said dryly waiting for a response. While waiting I took out my phone and dialed someone.

Be there in five minutes was there reply.

"Your not helping" she stated glancing at me.

"Not trying to. You are weak so killing you self is a good way to solve the problem. I mean you said no one cares.."

"They don't" this is going no where.

"I'll tell you something okay. I was an omega, abused by my pack. There was no light for me. Only pain so I left. Killing myslef wasn't going to solve the problem. And where did that get me, ha. Just don't you ever tell you pack you met me. They'll freak" I told her taking a seat beside her.

Fuck you period pain. Fuck you!

"I doubt they will they don't fear anyone" I scuffed.

"I'm the Satan's Spawn kid. Everyone fears me. Don't bother running if I wanted you dead you will be" I told her sensing her tense up.

"Just kill me then. It's will make everything better"

"Great! By the way I'll be eating your soul aswell I'm hungry" No reaction.

"Come on kid. Let's get you home. You obviously aren't going do what you set out to do" she pushed me away taking up the razor once more.

"No I am going to do it" I rolled my eyes swiftly pinning her down.

"No your not. You should be grateful you weren't killed by your father. I know I can't help you but I'll try. It's obvious I can't but someone can. I'll go to your pack and help but only you can take the next step" I feel all wise now.

"Don't bother trying. Didn't you listen to me" I got of her one I heard footsteps. Skylar Marco stepped out of the shadows holding a first aid kit and a blanket in her hands.

"I can't help you but she can" I said to her helping her but she pushed me away again.

"I told you I don't want help"

"You might not want it but you need help" I whispered streching out my hand. She reluctantly took it but not before asking me a question.

"Why did you try? Your the Satan's Spawn, you kill for fun? Why did you help me?" I sighed leading her to Skylar who was smiling at me proudly.

"I did it because I know how it feels to be helpless. You are going to die but not here not now. I did it because you help me open my eyes. You showed me that I can't run anymore I don't know how but you did. Thank you" I said hugging her.

Why do I feel so generous. I looked at Skylar and nodded. She knew what to do. Turning around I started walking. Once again thinking about my son...

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Hello there!

She has a son?! Hold crap I did not expect that. Obviously did I'm the writer but anyway...hope you enjoyed. Sorry I'm not updating this book a lot I've been under a lot of stress and I'm trying. If I update another book it's because I had that chapter pre-written okay.

I'm going to away for two weeks but when I come back I'll be better that even with ideas flooding. By the way I'm also working on a graphic novel and am think about publishing it. If your interested the book without the pictures will be published by next week.

That's it for this chapter you know what to do!

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