Love is not a choice - Garrence

Chapter |1| Coming back

Moi: Bonjour! This book is in English, btw... This is my first book |NOT ON THIS PROFILE| I have decided to write after... 1 year (???) Well, anyways, hope you enjoy this book~ Lets |Metaphorically| Jump in! Btw, don't get triggered when I use profanity; I use it frequently.

|G A R R O T H|15:30

I stepped out of my car after a very long drive... Man, how good it felt to be back in the neighborhood! The sun was surprisingly bright today, so I had my shades on because I'm just THAT fabulous. Slowly, one by one, I saw our friends peek out their windows and smile. It's been, link, how many fucking months? 2? Since we left...? like, just a long fucking time...

The doors of the houses opened slightly, people walking out to greet us. Aph stayed in the car, asleep. Oh, yeah, one thing I should mention is that our friends are nosy bitches... They started asking all of us about Aaron, where he was, what happened and so on. It kinda scared me, thinking what would happen if they found out. The world would turn upside down... In a very 'Kyoya-esc' way I sighed deeply, placing my shades into my shirt pocket.

Again, I looked around and pondered where my Laurence was... maybe he's gone out with a new girl he's found. Maybe gone out with a guy... No, he's way too straight for that... Olive garden? Yeah, maybe... Hold up, rewind! I just... Did I call him mine? No, I couldn't have... That's... Wrong! Not because it's gay, nooo... Because we're only friends... I can't get too-

"Hey! Put your eyes back in your head! Are you ok, man?" I suddenly felt a searing pain hit me. did a bitch just hit me!? Oh, they're gonna get it! In less than a second, I turned and saw the groups innocent faces, except Dante's, Travis' and Katelyn's. Damn... I nodded, realising that katelyn could have fisted me. |Sinners!\

"Yeah, I'm good!" I had stated in a rush, my mind going to absolute hell. Like, seriously... But, that must have worked because Katelyn nodded in approval as Travis stood next to her, smiling. But, where was- Ok, now I'm getting lifted...

"Hey baby, you know I missed you~" Dante whispered, biting my ear in the process. As much as that is perverted, sexually arousing and cringe worthy, I embraced in in sarcasm and shit like that. "I can tell~" I stated.

Then, Dante put me down. He asked me "How?" with a smirk, of course. I, being in a salty, cashmeousside howbowdah mood responded with: "You've been jerking off so much that you're bulge is as big as a tic tac~" I smirked and grasped him there. Behind me, I heard a wave of 'Ooh's' and mini airhorns. Dante was red. "Coming from the guy who's been shoving his dildo named after me in his ass, which would explain your D sized ass~"

Again, the crowd went wild. You probably are too. I turned red and walked close up to him, grabbing his face and pulling it close, but not 'Kiss level' close. Our squad just stared and grinned. Dante started laughing after that and so did I. "Man, it's good to have you back..." I laughed "Agreed..."

|Z A N E| 16:22

I watched from afar the whole showdown between my brother and Dante. I smiled under my mask and walked home, not having anyone follow except Travis, who I had no idea was there. I pulled out the keys to the building and unlocked the door, realizing there was no trace of Laurence. Man, where could he be? I trecked carefully, hearing closely as much as I could hear, catching in sharp breaths and...

The sound of a liquid dripping?...Huh...|Stopped for a bit to rap guns and Ships| In addition to that, I could hear the faintest of sobbings, but couldn't make it out. Was it Laurence? Most likely not, but it has to be... Seeing as he is the only one home. Once, I called for him. "Little Laurence? Are you ok?" He didn't respond. I called again. Now, he responded. His voice sounded rushed and hurried, maybe even scared...

"I-I'm coming!" He said... |Took a break to listen to Lindsey Stirling|

|L A U R A N C E|15:24

I woke up, looking like a mess. Since Garroth and Zane left, I've lost a part of myself. The self that protects me from my voices... They keep telling me that I'm a mistake. On day one, I was smiling. Day 5, my smile was fading. Day 7, it was gone... I yearned to see Garroth, because... No, I can't... Its wrong!

Slowly, I dragged myself out of bed, semi-loudly sobbing. I was hurt and weak... I needed to put myself out, but not through death...  I trudged into the bathroom, opening up a closet and pulling out Zane's blade. Yes, it was Zane's... Taking a deep breath, I started slicing my arm, being safe. This went on for an hour, until I heard the voice of Zane. Shit, its today!

He called for me once. I was scurrying and rushing to put everything back and cleaning the area. Obviously, I couldn't respond. The second time he called, I did respond, bandaging my wounds and pulling down the sleeve to my sweater which said 'Weekend loading, please wait'. "I-I'm coming!" I said, hurried. Then, I walked downstairs to Zane. He eyed me suspiciously...

I smiled, my eyes showing the tears that I had shed while they were on vacation. Zane was worried... I could tell. Suddenly, he moved to me "Laurence, what's wrong?" His voice was the slightest bit raspy. I fake smiled, nodding no. "Nothing..."

Zane sighed and sat on the couch as I brought him a plate of food I had made a bit earlier today. He glared at me with sadness in his eyes. He really cared... I started feeling the feels and held back the tears.

Thats when the door bust down and I saw...

Him

Hola Amigos! This was lots of fun to write! |Sentence makes no sense?| After a year, my skills did really get rusty... Anyways, I'm just gonna leave some things here

Love mail for Garrence

Hate mail for Ein

Love mail for LINDSEY STIRLING'S NEW YT RED MOVIE

Hate mail for Ein

Love mail for Hamilton, aaaand...

Hate mail for Ein

Welp, thats all I'm going to do for today! Its 22:00 so Imma sleep... Good night! And remember...

Everything is legal in new jersey...