Thoughts...
Thoughts...Run through my mind on a day to day basis...They aren't a casual thought of happiness like you would have...They are thoughts that make me feel worthless...
I'm defeated by these thoughts...Helpless thinking nothing but these thoughts...They're eating me away...Here I am thinking that everyone's life will be better without out me...
I had doubts about this but it's all matching up that maybe everyone's life would be better without me in it...
I'm helpless...losing against these thoughts is something that's become something so normal...I'm breaking...I'm hurting...but I paint a smile onto my face like its part of my routine...
The joy you see on my face isn't a reality its a piece of cloth covering my face of defeat...I'm broken...I'm trying to help others come out of this dark hole but I can't get out of it myself...
These thoughts will one day leave me lying on the floor...alone... the thoughts of helplessness and defeat and many abnormal thoughts...
- Taybah Taehyung
----------------------------------------------
Author's note
Hey! This poem doesn't encourage suicide or thats of suicide all poems in this book, though based on true events are fiction. If anyone ever needs to talk about things like this feel free to private message me. I want be there for all of y'all.
Love,
Taybah <3
YOU ARE READING
She's Broken...
PoetryThis Is A Collection Of Original Poems Written By Me...I Write Poems Whenever I'm Going Through Hardships Of Any Kind...I Figured They Shouldn't Be Lying All Stocked Up In My Notes App So Why Not Post Them Here...Hope Some Of You Can Relate...Enjoy!
