Anorexia A Hanjoo Story

Chapter 6

*Unknowns POV*

After the party, he tried his best to sober up. Once he did, he remembered everything that happened while the party was still going. He left, he ran, he ran as far as his little legs could take him. As soon as he was sure no one was a round he collapsed. His knees hit the hard ground Instantly bruising, he didn't care though for he was already in pain. He cried tears, for hours, when he was done he wiped them away, his tears, his last tears ever, he swore on his life he would never let someone make him cry again.

It started to rain, not light either, the rain you would tremble in fear from. Did he move? No he didn't dare. He sat there, soon he laid there, he didn't sleep, he wouldn't, he couldn't. His mistakes, memories, murders, every drop of blood he's seen, felt, tasted. All flashed into his mind. 

He got up and left, but did he go home? No. Instead he went somewhere he'd only been once, but could remember perfectly. He arrived, he once again looked to make sure no one was around. "Hello." He said to the stone with words engraved into it's flat, shiny surface.

*Words Engraved*

  *Kim Kyung-seok, Beloved mother sister and daughter, may she rest in peace*

"Hello mother, I need your help with something"

  (I made up a name because I didn't know his mothers name..And it didn't show up when I Googled it.) 

*Hansol's POV*

I went to school today, as I normally do. Looking back now I wish I didn't.

*Earlier that day*

I walk down the hall, I pass a corner but saw to shadows. " Who the hell gave you the right to go on his side?!?!? And to punch me?!? You damn near broke my nose!" After that all I heard was punches being thrown, the punches stopped briefly " I think I have to punish you Nakta!" Nakta?!?! " If you don't show up at my house after school, or else I will end you weather people are watching or not!" The shadow, who I assumed was Xero, walked away. I took this chance to go to Nakta. 

"Are you okay?" He looked up at me."Hansol you shouldn't be here, If Xero finds you he will punish you too!" He said clearly worried. "No, don't act worried about me, look at yourself your face is dripping with blood. I am not going to leave you here!" "Hansol I'm fine, go to class, I'll see you at lunch." "But" "No buts, Hansol go now!" I obeyed and went to class, I will see what they mean by "punishment."

The rest of the day went as normal getting bullied by Xero, not eating, but at least today i went to the lunch room well I didn't get to choose I was dragged here by Hojoon. We were waved down by Nakta, I thought he would be at the hospital from his injuries. He was talking and laughing with everyone at the party yesterday even Bjoo was there, I honestly thought he would be to hungover to come to school today. We walked over and sat down.

 "Hansol were is your food?" Jenissi asked, obviously the mother of the group. "Oh?..I..ughh..left it at home, silly me right." Nakta who sat right next to me was giving me a dirty look, that is until I looked at him. He smiled, "That's okay Hansolie you can share with me!" He said happily, The nick name was a little weird but before I could say anything about it I had food shoved in my mouth.

Nakta leaned to my ear and whispered "I know what your trying to do and it's not flying past me." He then started to continue feed me food, I didn't reject the food. I looked at the person in front of me, it happened to be Bjoo, the look of Jealousy, anger, sadness, confusion, why was he making that have, he doesn't like me, I bet he's straight, not weird like me. 

I excused myself to the restroom, when I arrived I made sure there was no one in the stalls before I entered one. (INTERRUPTION, I don't know how many stalls are in the boys bathroom because..I'm a girl. So you can now continue the story) I lean over and shove my fingers down my throat, that all to familiar feeling, taste and sight appeared in front of me. I sat there for hours, well not hours but it felt like it. I didn't get up to leave until my stomach was empty again, when it was I got up, flushed, and went to go wash my hands. But before I was at the sink I saw Bjoo. "Got a upset stomach, or was it the fact that you ate for the first time in how long?" I ignored him and washed my hands "Hansol?" I ignored him again. I went to go dry my hands, when I went to throw away the used paper towel, "HANSOL DON'T FUCKING IGNORE ME, ANSWER ME NOW!" I flinched.

"WHY THE HELL DO YOU CARE?" I didn't mean to say it, it just slipped out. "Hansol..you can't just puke up the food you eat, when you eat." he tries to calm down. "SAYS WHO, ACCORDING TO YOU I AM A FAT WHORE!" I stormed out the restroom, steam almost coming out my ears. The next person I saw was Nakta, "I told you to eat." he stated simply" UGHH, you too. I did eat okay?" he started to get mad "I want you to be healthy Hansol, not puking up the food I feed you" "whatever" I walked away.

*TIMESKIP TO END OF DAY*

We walked out of the school, "Hey we should all hang out" Hojoon suggested "Ugh I can't my mum wants me home" Nakta says 'LIES' "Yeah I have to be home too" I added "BOO you guys suck" Sangdo says.

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1011 words is that good for you guys or should I make them longer?