Anorexia A Hanjoo Story

Chapter 9

*Bjoos POV*

I stare out the window as the teacher explains what our next assignment is about. Why is it that all I can think about is what happened yesterday? What triggered Hansol to get so mad?  Although I do have to admit he looked really hot. I think I might have feelings for him; No I could never, I mean for Pete's sake I have a girlfriend, But I guess that doesn't mean I can't think he's attractive right?  But on the other hand, I have been trying to find an excuse  to break up with Hannieim, This is the perfect opportunity. Today at lunch I will ask to talk to her, then I will tell her that I want to break up she will probably cry and ask why and I can tell her that I think I'm gay. Perfect!

 *BING* BING*

 The greatest sound in the world which indicates lunch.  I pack up my belongings and rush off to the cafeteria, But before I left the teacher called out to me. "Bjoo, I've noticed that you have been distracted lately so I am suggesting you to a tutor." He speaks calmly, "Naw I'm good , don't need a damn tutor." I storm off an head towards the cafeteria. 

I see Hannieim sitting with her friends, I simply walk up to them. "Hey Hannieim, can we talk?" I smile. She smiles and nods telling her squad that she'll be back. I lead her out to the hallway. "So wassup?" she asks "I think It's best if we break up" "Because your gay?" I give her a confused look. "How'd you?" "And you've fallen for Hansol, I can tell. it's the way you look at him, you've never looked at me that way. Aside from that I've been crushing on someone else." I nod.  We have a friendly hug and go our separate ways.

I walk up to my friends and sit down. "Uh Bjoo? what are you doing?" asks Yano. "Huh? What do you mean?" I question. "well for 1. you are grinning ear to ear and 2. you are holding Hansol's hand and I think it's making him extremely uncomfortable."  I look down and Yano was correct I'm holding Hansol's hand. I quickly look up and Yano was correct again Hansol looks uncomfortable. I guess he's not attracted to me like I am to him.

 I quickly let go of his hand and muttered a sorry, He giggled. I looked at him shocked I grab his hand again and dragged him out into the hall. "Listen Hansol, I'm sorry for what happened the other night, I truly am, I don't know what got into me. Is there anyway you could forgive me?" He thinks for a little bit. Just as he was about to say something this guy came up to us.  "Hey Jagi,  I was thinking we could go to the cafe down the road are you down?" he states lovingly, as he snakes his arm around Hansol's small waist and gives him a small kiss on the cheek. "Never mind." I mutter coldly and storm off as soon as I am out of their sight I punch the locker as hard as I can releasing my anger instantly making my knuckles bleed.

*Hansol's POV*

"What was all that about?" My boyfriend Taehyung asks. "It's a long story, I'll tell you later." he nods and flashes me his boxy smile. On our way to the cafe Taehyung keeps talking  about how lucky he is to have me.

*Flashback*

"we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." Taehyung says "NO! Yes he does I'm curious!" The boy to the right, who I later found out was named Jungkook. "shut up Kookie let him talk" The short brunette named Jimin slapped Jungkook's shoulder.

*Timeskip to the end of Hansol explaining because you already know what happened*

"Dammmnnn!" Jungkook screams. Jimin slaps his shoulder again. "Don't worry Hannie, we can be your new friends!" He smiles making his eyes turn into crescents.  That nick name makes me blush, I could fall for him. "Now give us your number!" Jimin yells. I giggle and do as I'm told.

*End of flashback*

"Hansol? Are you okay?" Taehyung asks worryingly. "Hm? Oh yes I was just thinking about the day we met." He smiles at my words.  "I'm glad we met." he says still smiling, His smile is contagious you see, at the moment I don't have feelings for him, but hes helping me get over Bjoo. He just doesn't know that.  "what would you like to drink?" He asks "What ever you get., okay?" he nods and orders a really long name that I don't bother remembering.

 After getting our order we start to talk, "So now will you tell me who that was?" I nod and set down my drink. "Do you remember the night we met, and I told you about Bjoo?"  "that's him isn't it?" I nod "What was he telling you?"  "He was just asking for forgiveness." "Did you forgive him?" "no you dragged me  away before I could." "Actually he ran away before I dragged you away" we laugh at Bjoo's actions for a little bit. "So are you coming over tonight?" he asks, still smiling. "Of course I want to meet your friends." I smile back at him.

 We get up and start going back to the school, Hand in hand. When we get there the bell still hasn't rung yet so we go to chill in the cafeteria for a bit.  The exact moment we enter all eyes where on us. Nakta walks up to us. "Hansol what are you doing with.." He eyes Taehyung with disgust in his eyes "Taehyung." This made me mad. "excuse-" "Why the fuck are you looking at me like for what have I ever done to you!" Taehyung yells letting go of my hand. "Tae stop."He ignores me and continues yelling at Nakta. "TAE!" I scream, they both stop and look at me, tears pouring from my eyes. All the yelling reminds me of my mum and dad, I hate them so fucking much. "Oh my gosh Hannie I'm so sorry!" He rushes to my side, I bury my head into the crook of his neck. The bell rings, I back away from Taehyung and start to head to class, He stops me. "Please Hannie let me make it up to you" I nod and flash a half hearted smile and run off to class. 

*TIMESKIP*

Its now after school And I'm at my locker packing all my stuff up.  Bjoo approaches me again, without saying anything he grabs my hand and drags me to his car. "BJOO WHAT THE HELL!" He ignores me and continues driving. As soon as we stop I run out of the car, But it doesn't take long before I stop to catch my breath. Bjoo comes up behind me, lifts me up bridal style. I kick and scream trying to get out of his arms, He still ignore me. We enter the house and he takes me to the room and throws me on the bed. "HANSOL WOULD YOU STOP?!?! I TRIED TO APOLOGIZE BUT THAT BITCH TAEHYUNG CAME AND INTERRUPTED ME, I AM TRYING TO TELL YOU SOMETHING IMPORTANT BUT YOU WONT LISTEN OR ACKNOWLEDGE IT!" He looks like he is about to cry but he sounds so mad. "I-I want to leave." I say mentally slapping myself for studdering. "NO NOT TILL YOU HEAR ME OUT!" He continues to yell. "P-Please I just want my boyfriend." I start to cry. He looks at me anger in his eyes, then quickly smashes his lips together. I don't move nor do I kiss back . This is wrong I am cheating. I push him away "This is wrong Bjoo I have a boyfriend." He looks me in the eyes and kisses me again except this time he snakes his arm around my waist so I can't push him away, I still try though. he doesn't budge. 

I continue to try to push him away, until the door slams open. That is when Bjoo pulls away at looks at the door. It was Taehyung, He looked hella pissed. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!" He yells, tears start to brim my eyes slowly falling down my cheeks. "Oh? You don't know? Hansol and I are lovers now."