~Jimin's pov~

I was sad almost all the time because y/n had left me.  She had lied to me about everything.  Her sweet smile, her warm love, her everything was just a lie.  She never loved me.  She just hurt me.  She hurt me so bad that I don't think I'll ever smile again.  Someone.. please save me from my thoughts.  Please save me from myself.  Before y/n, I was so pure in heaven.  But now I'm so filthy in hell.  I wish someone would find me when I was pure and warn me of her.  Maybe then I wouldn't be so broken.  I lied to myself everyday. 

I always told myself, "Y/n loves you.  She will never hurt you.  We will always smile together.  We will always be together."  If only I knew the real y/n.  If only she never lied. I wish she actually wanted me the way I wanted her.  I wish she never smiled at me back then.  I just want to go back.  Back when I didn't have to lie to myself everyday.  Back when I was truly happy... before y/n.  Please someone give me back my smile.  I tried to run from all the lies she told.  But I'm caught in the lie.  Never to get away.  I'll never be free from the pain!  Never!  

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This chapter was so deep.  I'm sorry about that. ~Stella <3

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