Yours, Mine and Ours (H.S. / Interracial)

Chapter 20

"Sky" I heard Harry call out and once I turned around, he was running to me quickly. I sighed looking down playing with in purse not sure what to say or do right now. My body was shaking and all I wanted to do was go off. I wanted to scream, I wanted to hit something but, I couldn't.

If I stayed there, I would say something that could possibly end my relationship with my mother.

"You're not leaving are you?" Asked and I nodded instantly "Yeah I just need some space right now..." I whispered looking around. Not even Harry could calm me down at this moment. He would try to say everything would be okay but, he didn't know my mother. This could go as long as she wanted it to. She would still be the one to make smart remarks, just anything to make everyone know she didn't like this.

"The food is about to be given out-" I'll just grab something up the street and head home. I'm not going back in there" I said simply shrugging and he sighed walking closer to me.

He placed his hands on my arms gently rubbing them but, I couldn't calm down. I didn't even want to be touched, or calmed down. I just needed to be alone in silence. It had nothing to do with Demi or Harry, I just needed nothing right now..

"I'll drop you ho-" "No it's okay, don't leave Demi in there alone. I'll just catch an uber after grabbing something to eat up the street" I simply said in calmest voice I could give at that point. He still wouldn't budge, typical Harry.

"But it's your parents-" "They'll survive, I was there for the important part" he grabbed my hand and I instantly pulled away taking a deep breath. He just looked at me confused.

"What the fuck Sky?" "What?" I didn't want to be here, I didn't want to be bothered. I just needed to be alone and he didn't get that.

He grabbed me again and this time it was rougher and he pulled me to him. "Why are you acting like this?" "Right now, I just want to be alone Harry. I just need silence so I can just calm down and think-" "Think about what?" He demanded and I pulled away from him not responding.

"Sky talk to me" "I don't know... I just need... space from everyone" I whispered ignoring my phone ringing over and over in my purse. Probably father or Demi.

He came closer looking down at me but, kept his hands to himself. He studied my face for a few second before backing up a bit putting his hands in his pocket as he looked away.

"You believe what she said? Do you think this is just a fling or fun?" He demanded louder trying to act calm because we were in public but he was fuming. That wasn't the problem, I just needed to think. I just need to get away from this and breath.

Just as I turned to walk he spoke up again "No. Talk to me, I want to know now" he ordered pulling me back by my arm to face him and that caused me to snap.

I yanked my hand away "Can I just have some time to myself to fucking think Harry" "About what? Leaving? What do you have to think about? Tell me and we can fix it right fucking now" "It's not that simp-" "It can be, you just don't want to let it" he roared in my face as his face turned a tint of red and his veins popped out of him neck.

I stood there in silence looking at his face speechless. He looked away backing up as he looked like he was over everything. He was tired. Tired of me doing this. I didn't know what to do right now. Just because I needed alone time didn't mean I didn't want them, I just had to think about this. About everything going on in my life.

"If you're going to leave, just do it now. I'm not staying on this roller coaster if you don't know what the hell you're looking for" he snapped and turned walking back leaving me there unsure of that to say. Why did this have to be so hard?