Yours, Mine and Ours (H.S. / Interracial)

Chapter 14

"You look like shit" Jess giggled before taking a bite out of her breakfast sandwich. I looked up laughing instantly. "So do you" I whispered thinking about last night. Haven't drunk so much in a long time. I don't even remember getting to bed. Thankfully Jess wasn't as bad I was, she got me there.

I didn't even want to get out of bed this morning and when I was forced to, I threw sweats and a hoodie on. Food was the only thing that could get me up, especially from my favorite deli. Their breakfast sandwiches were the best.

"So last night..." Jess started and I groaned closing my eyes not wanting to hear about it. I'm sure after I blacked out, I was all over the place. "Don't remind me" I laughed and she joined in shaking her head. "Fine... That kiss though" she whispered and I rolled my eyes looking away. Nothing to say about it, it was just a simple kiss.

"It was nothing" "To you...He was waiting for you. He was waiting for that ass to be single" she joked and I laughed shaking my head. I can't imagine what went through her mind when she saw us last night. I've told her nothing was going to happen between us- which is true but, then we are caught kissing...

Confusing.

"We spoke briefly before he left this morning. We agree it just happen. Just wanted to see if we still had those feelings like before..." I explained and nodded waiting for me to explain it all.

"It wasn't the same. I felt nothing" I don't know it was... dull. The feeling I had was pretty much just shock from the kiss. I didn't feel anything, not like I use to and thankfully, he felt the same. So it was settled, the chemistry we had was gone.

She sighed shrugging a bit bummed. I knew she still hoped for Mike but, we couldn't force something not there.

"Damn I was hoping you didn't go for him just because Harry and Demi was stopping you but, I guess those feelings are really dead" she said simply shrugging and I laughed. What could have been an even more awkward situation turned out pretty good. I can't complain.

"He still wants to be friends so, everything is good" "Well I guess you don't have to wonder about what if anymore" she shrugged taking a sip of her orange juice and I nodded. Mike was a great guy and even though we didn't connect intimately anymore, I still wanted him in my life.

Before I told them about Demi and Harry, I feared that it would change everything. Jess and Mike wouldn't want to deal with anymore but, thank god it didn't. I needed these two more than anyone else right. With them I felt free...

I looked up Jess frowning feeling guilty. She should have know before this, she should have been the first to know. I trust her with everything so why didn't I tell her once I agreed?

"Jess..." She looked up confused and I sighed wiping my finger thinking of what to say.

" I just want to apologize... for not telling you sooner and you finding out like that. I don't want you to feel like I don't trust you because, I do. I trust you wit-" She put her hand up making my stop instantly as she shook her head.

"You have nothing to apologize for Sky. You said it yourself, you were trying to come to terms with it and was just trying to have some fun. As long as you're happy, i'm happy boo" she smiled and I couldn't help but return it getting up to hug her quickly giggling.

We stood there for a few second swinging side to side as we held onto each other. "I didn't even know you were interested in women" she giggled and I joined her pulling away shrugging. I didn't know either, not until I met Demi.

"Maybe it's just Demi... not really sure. Maybe someone else will catch my eye, I don't know" She smiled nodding. "Well, don't forget i'm here for you, through it all babe" she whispered and I couldn't help but pull her in again knowing it was nothing but the truth.