I don't know why I bother
Nothing I do, say or write is ever good enough. I honestly don't feel like I'm supposed to be alive.
There's no place for me, there's no where I belong.
I never feel good enough.
I have never felt good enough
I can't remember a single time in my life where I felt proud of myself
And my earliest memory is from when I was 1
I just feel like I don't know how to live
I don't know how to be someone I like
I don't know where to start and I don't know how to help myself
I'm sick of trying
Maybe I'm just not meant to be happy
Leave success for the people who deserve it