survivors ↠ e.d.

THIRTEEN

The days have passed... Ethan was getting weaker and weaker everyday. And so was I...

Kade kept crawling through my mind when I was sleeping. He reminds me of why I left.
He reminds me of Ethan. We were bound to meet. I was bound to leave.

I don't regret any of this.

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"RUN!!!" Grayson yells at full lungs as he runs towards us, panting like an animal.

Ethan and I freeze and stare at each other. I can read the terror in his eyes. We glance back at Grayson who was now a few meters away from us. He screams as he jumps on Ethan.

"PAPA BEAR IS HERE HIDE!!!" he burst out laughing. We stare at him, out of breath, even though we didn't move an inch.

"What the fuck Grayson?" Ethan pushes him off of him. Grayson keeps laughing as he's catching his breath. He's bend in half and holds his stomach, swiping a tear on the corner of his eye.

"Y'all should have seen your faces!" he laughs.

That little motherfucker.

"We thought something was after you bro!" Ethan raises his voice.

"Gray this isn't funny we're in the middle of the jungle, this is scary! Let me remind you that we had a panther chasing after us, little brain!" I yelled.

His scaredy scream echoed in my head.
Damn I really thought that panther was after him again. Maybe it just likes him.

Grayson keeps laughing, he can't even talk anymore. He's almost wheezing. A smile appears at the corner of my lips.

"Do I also have to remind you that there aren't any bears in the jungle, PAPA BEAR?" I laugh.

He stares at me and his smiles lightly fades away. "Fuck off, Nessa." he giggles.
I punch his arm and then look back at Ethan.

He was not laughing. He was scared.

"Ethan you okay? You look kinda pale..."
Grayson asks.

He looks up at us and gives us a quick smile.
"I'm fine. Just... lost in my thoughts."

Grayson and Ethan keeps talking, but I can't seem to focus on the conversation. I keep staring at Ethan. Something is wrong...
He's been acting strange lately...

"Nessa...?" Ethan asks.

I snap out of my thoughts and bring my gaze up to his wondering eyes.

"You zoned out..." he says.
"Just lost in my thoughts." I wink at him.

They both smile at me but again there, I can't seem to smile back at them.

Something is wrong.

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Ethan and I decided to do a little private camping further away in the forest, while Grayson stayed by the fire. Grayson carried me and Ethan carried the blankets.

We found a perfect spot under a huge tree that has leaves big enough to cover ourselves if it rains.

Or to cover our naked bodies if we...

Grayson left Ethan and I alone. Ethan makes sure he was gone before turning around and starts to kiss me roughly. He grips my thighs and pulls me closer to him, while laying me down on my back.

I wish I could wrap my legs around him.

He cups my cheeks as I grab his shirt on his back and pull it off over his head, revealing his perfectly shaped abs.

Gosh he is sexy. And he knows it pretty well.

He leans down and starts to kiss my neck, pulling my shirt down my collarbone, almost ripping it off of me.

"E, careful." I whisper with my lips pressed against his ear.

I hear him moan against my neck, as he grips my left high with his hand.

He brings his hands under my shirt and slides them in my back. He unhooks my bra with only two fingers like a total pro. He grabs the bottom of my shirt and slowly lifts it up, as well as my bra, lips still pressed on my neck.

Soon enough we're both half naked, as we tug on each other's pants, trying to tear them apart.

His lips land on mine again and he slowly slides his tongue inside my mouth to play with mine.

We can hear our kiss noises in the silent night.

He unzip my jeans and slowly slides them down my legs with his hands. His lips leave my mouth and trail down to my neck, collarbone, breasts, stomach and under my belly button.

He grabs the sides of my panties as he kisses my inner thighs.

I've waited way too long for this.

He looks up at me with his chin resting on my panting stomach.

I slowly nod while bitting my lip and running my fingers through his messy hair.

He pulls down my panties and tries to crawl back on top of me.

He stops mid-way, groaning.

"Are you okay?" I ask as I bring a hand on his face, slowly rubbing my thumb on his cheek.

His gaze moves up to mine.

"Yeah.. arghhh... I'm f-fine." he says with only one eye opened.

I knew something was fucking wrong.

"Ethan if you're hurt we can just-"
"I said I'm fine." he cuts me off, almost angry.

I shut my mouth and stare at him crawling back on top of me.

He kisses my lips roughly and slowly pulls away. He tugs on my bottom lip as his teeth are scrapping and stinging my whole bottom lip.

It's almost more exciting to be fucked by an angry guy. An angry smoking hot guy, though.

"Fuck I've wanted this for so long..." he whispers as he lets go of my bottom lip.

Same Ethan. Same.

He takes his pants and underwear off and pulls my hips closer to his.

I glance down.

Oh shit. That's gonna hurt.