The Invisible Girl

my name is Ella

Hi my names Ella, Ella dore. I am 11. I go to Greenwood high school in California. In my life I have moved a total of 6 times. Its crazy. I've learned to just be invisible. So no one will know that I'm gone when I leave schools. Its to the point teachers, students, family just don't talk to me anymore. I wish I could just stay in one place for the rest of my life and never ever move again. I know I'll have to move soon. Leave. Never come back. We started moving when I was 10 years old. That's when my dad left my mom. My mom's told me stories about him. Not good ones either. More like how he would leave home and not come back till 5:00 am and be really drunk, he almost always brought home another woman. I don't see how my mom delt with all this for 10 years. Sometimes I just want to see my "dad" if I can even call him that just to tell him what he's caused in my life, more importantly my mom's life. Even though my mom never talks to me, well I never talk to her she's my world. By not talking to her I'm just protecting her, from who I truly am, but we'll get into that in the next chapter