July 17th,
Casual Affair has been stuck in my head all day.. I miss Ryan so much.
I feel like it's all my fault, if I had listened when he told me about his chest hurting. We could've seen a doctor about it or something, saved him. The worst part is.. he was still alive, just his personality wasn't there.
Everyday that he's gone gets worse.
I think I need my pot again.
-B.
